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There must be some sort of "loved one has a serious incident" conspiracy going on, as last night I found out my granny had a seizure and went to the hospital. She is apparently doing fine now, I talked to her on the phone and she sounded like her usual self. I wish they knew why this was happening to her.
In addition, I am driving myself out of my mind about the possibility of seeing Phen, and his possible graduation isn't for another week and three days. There are very few times I have ever truly felt like pulling my hair out, but I feel this defiantly qualifies. I hope he passes, I feel like the most literal embodiment of the phrase "ants in the pants" and I have to get through another week of work! I know it is pointless to do this, but it is becoming increasingly harder to focus on anything but the mere possibility of hearing his voice again in the very near future. I guess I will know for sure after this weekend. I must say, I already pity my family if the news turns out to be negative.
In addition, I am driving myself out of my mind about the possibility of seeing Phen, and his possible graduation isn't for another week and three days. There are very few times I have ever truly felt like pulling my hair out, but I feel this defiantly qualifies. I hope he passes, I feel like the most literal embodiment of the phrase "ants in the pants" and I have to get through another week of work! I know it is pointless to do this, but it is becoming increasingly harder to focus on anything but the mere possibility of hearing his voice again in the very near future. I guess I will know for sure after this weekend. I must say, I already pity my family if the news turns out to be negative.