Finally updating
well, havnt writen in a while, not a lot has happenen i guess, just been working and chillin with people, I can't beleive that we have school on Thursday, I am so not ready for that, eh, thats the last place I want to go this week, but OMG!!! me and lauren are going to go see Usher!!!! That is going to be SOOOOO great!!!! I love Uaher!!!! Wade is loaning us 200 dollars so we can make sure we get the tickets, he is the greatest right about now, till he does somethign stupid but thats aight, cuz WE ARE GETTING TICKETS!!!! omg, you have no idea how happy i am about that, it's gonna be so awesome, so yeah had a gathering thursday night that turned into a disaster, ahh, and apparently Andrew is all mad at me and lauren now, which kinda sucks, it's complicated tho, but apparently we are "bad hosts" but it wasnt even a party, they could all leave if they wanted to, and then Andrew went and started bitching at lauren about it all, and saying very un-andrew like things, i dont kno what his problem is, well maybe i do but still, he should grow up and handle things more maturely, grrr, anywayz, on to happier things, WE ARE GOING TO GET TO SEE UHSER!!! i kno i already said that but i'm just so happy,work is going ok for the time being, got myslef back on weekends so thats good, cuz i an afford thsi 3 day a week crap they have been putting me through, just not gonna happen, sigh, im in the wierdest mood, i dont whether or not i am happy or upset, i mean im happy about Usher, mad about school starting, depressed about a few things, but glad about work, so confussing, i dont even kno how i am feeling, oh, well, i dont feel to horribly bad so i guess it works for now, well, guess i dont really have much else to say for now, so im gonna go, but I too as well as lauren will leave you with some Usher:
I dont understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
BUT WE DUN BEEN FELL APART
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same in your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same
Find myself callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
o0o o0o o0o o0oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my bo0o
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, umpteen hours
Ima be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you go girl)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted coz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (o0o0o)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o
o0o o0o o0o0o (can ya feel me burnin'?)
o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
I dont understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
BUT WE DUN BEEN FELL APART
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same in your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same
Find myself callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
o0o o0o o0o o0oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my bo0o
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, umpteen hours
Ima be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you go girl)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted coz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (o0o0o)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o
o0o o0o o0o0o (can ya feel me burnin'?)
o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of ever being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn