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you wanna know what sucks? having a best friend who lives in indiana in the summer and is supposed to move back to the ROC for senior year and have a freaking blast 365 of it all and is still not sure if she wants to accualy move back here. that's what sucks... and here let me explain more to all you lovely readers:
i have 3 best best friends. all 3 i can't live without. one is kristin, who we are destined to grow old together and drink tea in rocking chairs. one is david, my boyfriend. obviously he's a best friend cuz he's my boyfriend and he loves me and he's super cool to hang out with. the other is bridgette.... who is a part time indiana resident and a part time ROC resident. i met her in the begining of my junnior year but never got close to her till march. every day i kick my self for not becoming close with her sooner, then maybe this whole 'i'm moving back home' thing would end. the 3 weeks of june i had with her was amazing. we had a full 2 week longsleep over, filled with food, friends, a bad hang over, and it ended with me and her hugging and crying in the airport when she left for 29 days to go with her day. now she is home for 8 days, well more like 4 cuz she leaving on monday. it's been the best almost 8 days this whole summer because it was me and her, sleeping over her house, doing bhart and azone things, hanging out with dave. and then she tells me she doesn't know where she wants to live.
let me tell you... i have only 3 people i can count on to always be there. dave, pooks, and bridgette. i can't even stand not having boo here for 29 days, and now i have to go another 29 days till she is supposed to come home. i odn't know what i would/will do if she doens't come home for senior year. today her, me and dave hung out and i cried in the car with her, and then when we went back to her house, she went upstair and just started to cry so hard to dave about how she's my best friend and i can't stand to see her confused about where she should live. i hate being selfish but i need her. the only reason we arn't sisters is cuz our mothers wouldn't be able to handle us as daughters. i love that girl with all of my heart, and without her i don't know what i would do.... i think if she doesn't come home for senior year, i'll be completely alone in school and on the weekends..
bridgette i know you're reading this. i need you to know that even if you do move to IN, i'll still be here for you 100%. i love you so much girl, and i know you will make the best descions about where to live, even if it might not be what i want.
i love you,
amanda
i have 3 best best friends. all 3 i can't live without. one is kristin, who we are destined to grow old together and drink tea in rocking chairs. one is david, my boyfriend. obviously he's a best friend cuz he's my boyfriend and he loves me and he's super cool to hang out with. the other is bridgette.... who is a part time indiana resident and a part time ROC resident. i met her in the begining of my junnior year but never got close to her till march. every day i kick my self for not becoming close with her sooner, then maybe this whole 'i'm moving back home' thing would end. the 3 weeks of june i had with her was amazing. we had a full 2 week longsleep over, filled with food, friends, a bad hang over, and it ended with me and her hugging and crying in the airport when she left for 29 days to go with her day. now she is home for 8 days, well more like 4 cuz she leaving on monday. it's been the best almost 8 days this whole summer because it was me and her, sleeping over her house, doing bhart and azone things, hanging out with dave. and then she tells me she doesn't know where she wants to live.
let me tell you... i have only 3 people i can count on to always be there. dave, pooks, and bridgette. i can't even stand not having boo here for 29 days, and now i have to go another 29 days till she is supposed to come home. i odn't know what i would/will do if she doens't come home for senior year. today her, me and dave hung out and i cried in the car with her, and then when we went back to her house, she went upstair and just started to cry so hard to dave about how she's my best friend and i can't stand to see her confused about where she should live. i hate being selfish but i need her. the only reason we arn't sisters is cuz our mothers wouldn't be able to handle us as daughters. i love that girl with all of my heart, and without her i don't know what i would do.... i think if she doesn't come home for senior year, i'll be completely alone in school and on the weekends..
bridgette i know you're reading this. i need you to know that even if you do move to IN, i'll still be here for you 100%. i love you so much girl, and i know you will make the best descions about where to live, even if it might not be what i want.
i love you,
amanda