.eighteen.
......guess there's a part of me that's actually thankful towards this experiment. Experiment. I hate that word so damn much. It let us get closer. Kind of gave that much needed shove in the right direction that even words from a friend could never give.
But I guess that I've always known how I felt about her. Ever since we were kids...even after meeting Aerith and traveling with her. But I think it might have bee a bit after Meteorfall that I realized that I ...
...this stuff is getting to my head. The smell's giving me a headache. How in Shiva's name am I supposed to tell her?
I'll worry think about it later.
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