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Oct 10, 2008 02:52


She was right when she said that I'm full of surprises. Didn't even think anything was going to happen that morning. But ... I guess I'm still able to even surprise myself when it comes to things.

Things are still the same between us.

But she said - Tifa told me that she

...I didn't know how to respond to her when she said that she loved me. It should have been expected, right? I don't know how long she's felt that way or how long she's been keeping that to herself but...I should have realized it sooner. She was the one who told me that words aren't the only way to tell a person how you feel. It should have been obvious.

She's done so much to reflect those feelings and I just.......I was ignorant.

But she told me and I still feel like I should have told her something in reply to that other than what I did.

...

........ I'm going to bed. Mulling over this won't do any good. I don't want to worry her right now. I've gotten her to take off a couple more days from working on the bar. I just need to figure out what we're gonna do.

And I need to talk to people more, huh? Bet Teef'd push me to be more social if she knew just how much I tended to keep to myself over these things. Later, then. I'll try to talk to them all later.

subject: what do i do now?, subject: ..., subject: tifa's day off(tm), subject: just can't win :|, subject: women are confusing, who: tifa, subject: too much thinking, subject: love is so troublesome, subject: an attempt to be social, subject: early mornings = eventful

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