I hate work.
Yes, I do. Haven't I mentioned that before? I'm on my frickin' day off and I still hate it. And the really, really shitty thing is... I can't get another job! I either don't have the education or the experience. My degree is pretty much worthless because all employers want are either people with high school diplomas or frickin' Masters! And I don't have general work experience. I have experience in the shittiest field of all and while I can rationalize and justify and explain how that shitty experience would translate into the "normal" world, I don't think a lot of employers could. I laugh out loud now when I see job postings that say you have to be able to keep up in a stressful, fast paced environment. If they only knew! If people only understood what stress really meant.
So in the meantime, I guess I'm stuck. Stuck in a stupid fucking job that I can't stand in a stupid fucking state that can wash away for all I care. I hate it. I hate not having any options. And don't tell me that getting some $13 an hour job is an option, because it's NOT with the way the economy is. I couldn't even gas up my car with that kind of a salary.
Oh, and one more thing - the brass sucks! They all fucking suck. They're all shitty at their jobs and I can't wait for them to retire so I don't have to deal with their spineless, backstabbing, hypocritical ways. There is a recurring fantasy of mine to walk into Lisa's office and tell her to fuck off before throwing my badge at her. Hopefully one of the star points will get stuck in her head.
So can't wait to go into work later tonight. It's going to be all sunshine and rainbows, I tell you. Can't fucking wait.