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i ve been eating like shit and i can tell the difference. Hello thicker legs. SO i am going to try and be really good for... the rest of my life. I wish i had more time to take care of myself. To pack lunches, to cook real meals. I cant even keep my own apartment looking good because i might be moving, and thats more cleaning, more moving, more paintig. And more not having time to take care of myself. sheesh. and that means with more moving what not, come school five classes, alot upper division, i really dont see how i can do this. i want to take only 2 classes. you know. like aimee and greta. take my time. because i am almost set. if we sell the house, my mom gets 120,00 in her lap because the house was kinda just given to us. and she already makes almost what a professor makes. so she said in like five or ten years i can buy the house ( not my grandmas, hers) and by then it might be even paid for. but this is just talk. i mean ten years from now . wowo. but. i hate being rushed. i cant stand that i gotta move really soon and with school coming so soon too. . and i just want to be healthy right now. UG