pissed off
holly effin wo. no hay hay todai. what a horrible day. it was cold, rainy, and above all i felt so0o0oo0o guilty!!!!! like why dont i just feel normal today. n i have no effin clue why im guilty. maybe its cause i like matt n jay. like usally thats not a problem for me but this time it is n i have no clue why. and plus my arm hurts so damn bad n i have no clue why. man right now i jusat have to chill out. its not fair!! erg lol yeah. wooo deep breaths. yeah so anywayz the deal on cadets it was so0oo fun!!! except when someone keept on goin on about someone but yeah. and the best part was i got a hot guys msn!! haha he has a gf that goes there so i cant flirt with him erg lol. too bad he dont go to millwood high. hes 6 n im 14 almost 15 so its like 2 years. yeah my birthdays in may hahahaha im probley going to have a dance party. fun fun. man we had like a crackbaby as our sub yesterday like honestly at first i thought he was high. n hes like stop talkin about christmas then he starts talking about christmas like an hour latter like wtf??? hahaha. ye. we had like mr penrose today for a sub. i swear hes crazy. n like why do we always get the crazy weird subs??? ye. our school nurse(i didnt know we had one) came in today n talked to us about like eating disortors. we had to to write in what our perfect gurl and guy looks like!!. fun fun. yeah.well im like going to chill n listen to music so i can like think n calm down. im out son. laters