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I don't care what you think about me. I'm a good friend where it counts.I didn't do anything to you. All this is in your head. No one thinks you're ugly. Maybe you do, but you may have a slightly jaded point of view. I think you want people to think ill thinks of you. I think it will justify how sorry for yourself you are. I simply don't know what else to say. I hear your stories. I give you my feedback. I thought you wanted to hear about the female perspective. Especially when this is all about a girl that is my twin (physical). Gain some confidence. No one will respect you until you do. All this "i'm ugly, fat, and no one loves me" crap isn't cool anymore. You're a nice guy with lots to offer. I'm your friend. You are mine I hope. Part of being a friend is understanding. What you have to know right now is that I am distant. Just because I don't call doesn't mean I don't want to talk. Maybe I just don't like to talk to anyone. Don't take everything so personally.
Another thing. Art from work (Russian guy, 25, two kids, wife, helps me with dough boxes)I went up to the breakroom to get a coke. Art was there to lecture me that Americans drink too much coke. I mentioned Vodka. He told me it was good for sanitizing the system. I'm like... ok..Then he went on about how dumb Americans are. How our priorites are all wacky. He told me I shouldn't be going to college. I shouldn't worry about money. I should have babies and stay home. His wife works for the fresh market. Nope not at home. They need the money to care for the children they've had unprepared. They are really cute girls. The older one has glasses and big hair. That isn't the point. The point is he didn't know what he was talking about. I brought that up to him. I also brought up that with an education he nor his wife would have to worry about working a stupid job the rest of their lives. I told him I wanted to establish a strong foundation for my kid(s). I don't want him/them to worry about not having things like braces or nice clothes or even stilts. Not to say that if I *GIANT KNOCK ON LARGE PIECE OF WOOD* were to have a kid unplanned too early, I would work my ass off to make things best for him. That just isn't the ideal situation. It might work for Art. NOt me.
Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.
Another thing. Art from work (Russian guy, 25, two kids, wife, helps me with dough boxes)I went up to the breakroom to get a coke. Art was there to lecture me that Americans drink too much coke. I mentioned Vodka. He told me it was good for sanitizing the system. I'm like... ok..Then he went on about how dumb Americans are. How our priorites are all wacky. He told me I shouldn't be going to college. I shouldn't worry about money. I should have babies and stay home. His wife works for the fresh market. Nope not at home. They need the money to care for the children they've had unprepared. They are really cute girls. The older one has glasses and big hair. That isn't the point. The point is he didn't know what he was talking about. I brought that up to him. I also brought up that with an education he nor his wife would have to worry about working a stupid job the rest of their lives. I told him I wanted to establish a strong foundation for my kid(s). I don't want him/them to worry about not having things like braces or nice clothes or even stilts. Not to say that if I *GIANT KNOCK ON LARGE PIECE OF WOOD* were to have a kid unplanned too early, I would work my ass off to make things best for him. That just isn't the ideal situation. It might work for Art. NOt me.
Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.