the craziness
I can't cope sometimes. Z thinks shawn treats me badly. Sure we have an occasional thing we fight over but its usually something dumb like pizza the hut. *laugh* We woke up I asked him, "Are we ok?" He said, "We're ALWAYS okay." That was true. It doesn't matter how mad I get at him,very shortly after I'm over it and remember how great he is. It is a shame that I'm the only one who can see that. I remembered for a minute today a time last summer when I was the most upset. I didn't see shawn or talk to him really for like a whole month. See past entries. I can't even comprehend not seeing him for a day. He's just the most important person to me. Like it or not.
Guys at work are driving me crazy. They know I have a boyfriend that I've known for like 6 years. Nevertheless, they still hit on me. Cloner, Johnny, even Drew and Bob sometimes I'm sure a little, but I like that. *shhh* Cloner is like "I love you baby. You just so beautiful. I want to see you baby" and he's haitian so he has a french accent. That guy is odd. Johnny is this half german guy who's dad was black. I find the situation hilarious. Shawn is half german too, but... yeah. So Johnny's all like, "I had an erotic dream about you." That freaked me out. I was making strawberry charlotts and shortcakes tonight. I have this strawberry glaze. Johnny said, "Just imagine what fun we could have. I would lick this off of you." I should have screamed for Brittney, but no, I'm thick skinned. There are worse things. All in all, things are well considering.
Guys at work are driving me crazy. They know I have a boyfriend that I've known for like 6 years. Nevertheless, they still hit on me. Cloner, Johnny, even Drew and Bob sometimes I'm sure a little, but I like that. *shhh* Cloner is like "I love you baby. You just so beautiful. I want to see you baby" and he's haitian so he has a french accent. That guy is odd. Johnny is this half german guy who's dad was black. I find the situation hilarious. Shawn is half german too, but... yeah. So Johnny's all like, "I had an erotic dream about you." That freaked me out. I was making strawberry charlotts and shortcakes tonight. I have this strawberry glaze. Johnny said, "Just imagine what fun we could have. I would lick this off of you." I should have screamed for Brittney, but no, I'm thick skinned. There are worse things. All in all, things are well considering.