So right now I'm feeling absolutely shitty. I wish I knew why I always get so fucking tired as soon as I get home.
I've gotten into this habit of taking a two hour nap about an hour after I get home from school. But then that night, I normally don't get to sleep until midnight, even that one time I went to sleep at eight. It's really pissing me off, because I can't do anything when I'm so tired, and if I'm that tired at odd times of the day, it shouldn't be taking off from my nighttime sleeping.
Whenever I take these naps, I wake up with a stomachache. So I sit there a little longer on my back, and it goes away. But then when I go to sit in my chair at my desk (that place is like my sanctuary or something. It's where I automatically go when I enter my room), the stupid stomachache comes back after half an hour. I'd reckon I have something, but it isn't a constant thing. I don't get stomachaches during the day at school (though I do have bouts when I just want to go to sleep right then and there, at the worst of times. Like in Algebra or Science).
This shit isn't monthly either. It's something that kicked in after Christmas and has been going ever since.
And, it makes it hard to concentrate on my homework. It is fucking hard to do anything for Western Civ (there is no way to BS your way through these worksheets xD) when I feel this way. Which is bad, because I have a double-sided worksheet due Tuesday. And I don't want to be caught cramming it in Monday night. Dx
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I've decided to post a list of all my homework over the weekend on the corkboard on the wall behind my monitor. That way I won't forget anything (like Spanish worksheets).
I installed Microsoft Power Point on my computer, because for Mythology we have a large group project and I'm the Power Point Designer. :DDD This made me very happy, even though I haven't used Power Point before. I got the hang of it this afternoon and had much fun doing so. We're going to be working on it in class mostly, but I have some really cool fonts (and am currently digging for more on the Intarwebs) that I would like to use.
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I need better headphones. The ones I have neglect the bass of a lot of the songs I listen to. I DESPISE the little ear plugs the iPod comes with, and even the ones that cover my ears don't suffice compared to my craptastic speakers.
My problem with the earplugs is that a lot of the music I listen to is soundtrack music to a cyberpunk anime...meaning each song has anywhere from two to five synthesizers in the background. Those little earplugs kind of give me ONE of these, and it really ruins the song.