Aug 30, 2006 18:26
Actually updating...what is Erin updating about? The fact that she feels like a moron through no fault of her own, but because of another dumb boy. A boy that had real potential to be a great boyfriend for Erin. A boy that she found out from someone else has a girlfriend he never 'happened to mention'. A boy that lives with the girlfriend he never mentioned.
I hate investing time in getting all mushy and flirty only to end up feeling like an utter loser in the end. I hate having that warm fuzzy feeling have boiling hot water tossed all over it.
I think i'm going to become a nun. ....upon futher inspection, no...can't do that because i don't really do the 'church' thing.
Lesbian is not an option because really, i like boys too much for that.
I'm just going to swear boys off until the next dumb adorable one comes along. CRAP....
In other news, i love my job, i love my apartment and...oh yeah...right now I HATE BOYS...