Sad and lonely
WARNING: This is a ramble, so unless you're prepared, I say move on. ;)
It's very rare that I talk about my innermost feelings online but I'm heartbroken. It's something personal so I won't be telling much...
Lots of things have happened. Sometimes I question myself-- why do I always seem to embarrass myself in the most "casual" events. Well... that's me. I know I've talked about this about a billion times already but school is tough. No, correction-- teenage years are tough. I'm not going to be one of those people who can't wait to be an adult because I love being a teen but then again, it does costs you some downsides.
I was just thinking of wanting to take a break for 2 weeks off school and then in that time go off on a travel journey like I've always dreamed of doing. Go visit the Notre Dome, the Colosseum and other historical sites. That's my big-time dream: travel around the world. Of course that is fairly impossible since well given the circumstances that it would definitely cost a lot of money and my parents wouldn't be too happy about cutting off school anyway.
I guess I just wanted to get away from things. Take my mind off those painful stuffs. Don't want to deal with it. Although, eventually I have to anyway.
It's very rare that I talk about my innermost feelings online but I'm heartbroken. It's something personal so I won't be telling much...
Lots of things have happened. Sometimes I question myself-- why do I always seem to embarrass myself in the most "casual" events. Well... that's me. I know I've talked about this about a billion times already but school is tough. No, correction-- teenage years are tough. I'm not going to be one of those people who can't wait to be an adult because I love being a teen but then again, it does costs you some downsides.
I was just thinking of wanting to take a break for 2 weeks off school and then in that time go off on a travel journey like I've always dreamed of doing. Go visit the Notre Dome, the Colosseum and other historical sites. That's my big-time dream: travel around the world. Of course that is fairly impossible since well given the circumstances that it would definitely cost a lot of money and my parents wouldn't be too happy about cutting off school anyway.
I guess I just wanted to get away from things. Take my mind off those painful stuffs. Don't want to deal with it. Although, eventually I have to anyway.