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Well, i guess i was just meant to ruin things. I always do. I make mistakes. And i don't know if this was a mistake or not? I mean, i love the kid to death. But, i guess we just, i don't know. He still loves me with his everything. And i just, i need space, and time. In the end i'll realize that i made a mistake, but i don't want to keep him holding on to something that's not there. Or hurt him by doing what i do. Well, i broke up with him, instead of the guy breaking up with me. I don't know if i did the right thing. I mean, we still hang out. And he told me that it wouldn't change anything, and that he still loves me. Thennnnn, this other kid started talking to me again. WHY?! I won't do it. It's so stupid. I got hurt in the end last time. And i mean, the summer was great, but it's not the summer.. it's different. He's changed wayyyy too much for my liking. And i've changed alot too. He doesn't like how i party, but that's my life. That's how i like it. I just don't know anymore. What to dooo? Well right now, i'm living life one day at a time. And right now it's my spring break! WHOO. andddddd in about 5 days, i'll be 16! I don't really know what else to write, so i guess goodbye for now. <3