I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
My first update since school started:
Well first off, School has been pretty crazy. I can't really say I'm enjoying my sophmore year so far, because I miss being a freshman. Although I shouldn't really talk, I've been out late every weekend having fun, but that definitely has it repercussions. I'm always tired and have no time to just be a lazy bum.
Gymnastics is going okay I guess. I'm mad at myself because I haven't been doing good at all. I just don't understand where the adrenaline went? I have a meet next week, with only one day of practice before it. I feel nothing. No extra energy at all. Sure my floor routine is okay, I don't have any real issues with the front handspring or walkover, but my beam and vault are killing me. Especially vault. Since I tore a ligament last year I didn't get to do vault all of last year, and it's having it's effects on me this year. lol. I also just plain avoid beam even though I was good at it last year. I don't know, even though I'm much better this year I have about zero confidence in myself when it comes to competition. It's worth it for the girls though, I love our little gang with our little gossip sessions during middle splits. Those girls honestly make my day, I love you guys <3. I'm really glad to have our assistant coach Cassie back as well. I got close with her last year and even though she's real hard on me during practice, I can tell her just about anything.=]
Spirit Skit is going awesome. I'm so excited it's not even funny. Now that's where the adrenaline starts to go. I was really doubtful that our skit would even turn out decent, but after yesterdays dance practice I am so excited about it. It's going to be awesome, we're gunna kick some ass. Nicki, don't even stress =D, we will knock the socks off everyone just like we did last year.
These last two weeks, have been kinda crappy, but I'm not going to let that affect me. I hate to admit I let last week get the better for me. I was stressed about gymnastics,I kept losing homework, my beam was shitty, he got a girlfriend. I pretty much silently burst out in tears in Perlman's class. But Perlman was so nice about it and let me turn my homework in on monday . Haha there are times I really love that man. I realized that I have some pretty shitty friends. I don't have bad days,I'm usually a very chipper person. But on the one day that I just felt absolutely fucking terrible you just had to make me feel worse. Even on what I consider one of the worst days I've ever had, I didn't take it out on others. That's what I hate is when people make other people feel like shit just because they do, or when the person feels bad already and you just don't care.
HA. well at least I know who gives a fuck about me or not these days now.
I've also had a friend who's been going through a lot of crap lately, and I just wanted to tell that friend that they are awesome and I love them =] and that there's always better days ahead.
I've turned over a new leaf after a conversation on Friday. I'm not going to fear awkwardness at school events, and go because I want to. One person's opinion of me does not reflect the opinion of everyone else. And if it does, I could really care less.
I'm going to do math homework and watch the nightmare before christmas and garden state
Cheers =D
Well first off, School has been pretty crazy. I can't really say I'm enjoying my sophmore year so far, because I miss being a freshman. Although I shouldn't really talk, I've been out late every weekend having fun, but that definitely has it repercussions. I'm always tired and have no time to just be a lazy bum.
Gymnastics is going okay I guess. I'm mad at myself because I haven't been doing good at all. I just don't understand where the adrenaline went? I have a meet next week, with only one day of practice before it. I feel nothing. No extra energy at all. Sure my floor routine is okay, I don't have any real issues with the front handspring or walkover, but my beam and vault are killing me. Especially vault. Since I tore a ligament last year I didn't get to do vault all of last year, and it's having it's effects on me this year. lol. I also just plain avoid beam even though I was good at it last year. I don't know, even though I'm much better this year I have about zero confidence in myself when it comes to competition. It's worth it for the girls though, I love our little gang with our little gossip sessions during middle splits. Those girls honestly make my day, I love you guys <3. I'm really glad to have our assistant coach Cassie back as well. I got close with her last year and even though she's real hard on me during practice, I can tell her just about anything.=]
Spirit Skit is going awesome. I'm so excited it's not even funny. Now that's where the adrenaline starts to go. I was really doubtful that our skit would even turn out decent, but after yesterdays dance practice I am so excited about it. It's going to be awesome, we're gunna kick some ass. Nicki, don't even stress =D, we will knock the socks off everyone just like we did last year.
These last two weeks, have been kinda crappy, but I'm not going to let that affect me. I hate to admit I let last week get the better for me. I was stressed about gymnastics,I kept losing homework, my beam was shitty, he got a girlfriend. I pretty much silently burst out in tears in Perlman's class. But Perlman was so nice about it and let me turn my homework in on monday . Haha there are times I really love that man. I realized that I have some pretty shitty friends. I don't have bad days,I'm usually a very chipper person. But on the one day that I just felt absolutely fucking terrible you just had to make me feel worse. Even on what I consider one of the worst days I've ever had, I didn't take it out on others. That's what I hate is when people make other people feel like shit just because they do, or when the person feels bad already and you just don't care.
HA. well at least I know who gives a fuck about me or not these days now.
I've also had a friend who's been going through a lot of crap lately, and I just wanted to tell that friend that they are awesome and I love them =] and that there's always better days ahead.
I've turned over a new leaf after a conversation on Friday. I'm not going to fear awkwardness at school events, and go because I want to. One person's opinion of me does not reflect the opinion of everyone else. And if it does, I could really care less.
I'm going to do math homework and watch the nightmare before christmas and garden state
Cheers =D