Do you ever find yourself stressing

Dec 08, 2004 15:45

about EVERYTHING! I mean really? Do you guys worry about next year? I sure do. I was thinking today? How am I going to function next year? I'm probably taking Honors History, thats 4 honors classes! That in addition to gymnastics in addition to working on my book, my short stories, my scholarship essays, my gymnastics and my dance, and my sad pathetic attempt to actually have a LIFE outside of school, is really starting to get to me.

There's something else too, its really stupid but its really been bothering me lately.

I have not been getting A's on essays lately. This NEVER happens to me, I mean I guess it's my own fault and my teachers before mrs .osicka's fault for building up my ego, but still. I mean I've wanted to be a writer since I was 8 and, I dunno. I guess it's sort of weird for me when she says mine aren't good. I do realize that not everyone is going to like what you do. Then again no one gets A's in her class. Except this girl named Tian Ying
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//////////// aaijdjdsjkalsk this entry seems so self-centered and classic teenager.

humbug. >=/
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