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2k test today. i started off so strong at 2:01 and then 2:03 and then the 1k mark came (ie, half way) and i basically just burned out. i honestly dont know if it's mental. the lactic acid in the legs and just the feeling of ahh...yeah...christine was screaming at me and when it was over grace brought up the idea of getting tested for anemia after i lay down with all of the lightweights, and then i just went and lay in the back of the car until it was safe for me to drive. this will give me something to work towards. i dont want to look at it like i have a good reason and i dont want to make up excuses. i might get tested for anemia just to be sure since apparently grace had this problem last year and now she's insanely strong, but i just need to step it up and work as hard as possible.