ThE wEEkenD!!!!
Hey everyone!! woah this weekend i got a major relatitly check..i went skiiing and snowboarding with my DAD and BROTHER! it wasnt that bad..except for the part that my dad almost ran me over with his TRUCK..not like ya'll would miss me but thats beside the fact!! this last 2 months ive been really DOWN on my self! alot has happend to me to affect my life..i lost my great grandma recently..i cant hold a steady relationship..and am always depressed bout my looks and so worrie bout what other people think of me( thats never going to change) everyone keeps telling me oh heather ur such a beautiful girl and always happy your the one that cheers everyone up!(well i try) but sometimes im just really tired of giving and caring..the only person that i can say HONESTLY cares bout me is melissa williams and kimberly terenzi..in the last 2 months i think they have both called me over a million times..they actually care bout whats going on...they dont just call when they need something they call too see hows things going with anthony or cinderella or to talk bout there guy problems!! sometimes i just wish..MAYBE..someone will come along..that feels the same way i feel bout them i hate the feeling of being hated..i just need someone..im so empty! well i have to go call swito bout cinderella 4 days & megans commING to EP!!!
<33 always stro!!