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[lime_gl0wstix]

I can't remember anything. Nothing stands out or sticks in my head like it used to. I once had a photographic memory that would isolate and preserve every moment of significance in my life. My mental archives are blurry, and what I attempt to remember is lost in a sea of nostalgia or incoherent, split-second fragments of sensations or feelings

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[reivena]

I used to be really afraid of the shadow people as well, but over time for me it grew into a strange curiosity as well. Now I'm used to seeing them, although I don't really welcome them being there. I've had times where they came close enough to me between wake and sleep that I could feel them, and once the sleep paralysis or cataplexy or whatever went away from my fear of them, all I felt was indescribable cold. I wish I knew what they really wanted, or why they were hanging around. I think it would stop me from feeling so uneasy about it.

I've found that I'm bitter as well because I can't really RP Reivena anymore, either. There isn't a population of people left on any server great enough that I'd care to shell out $15 a month to RP with them. Not that I'm particularly welcomed anywhere I go, anyhow. Apparently everyone looks past the character, the RP, and even the person behind the character and bases all their thoughts and opinions of me on one bad apple I was entangled with. Granted, that was a very, very, sour and rotten apple...

People used to give me compliments along the lines of what you get miss, that is until I became involved with him, and then slowly my circle of friends grew smaller and smaller, and then I didn't realize that everyone else wanted nothing to do with me anymore, because of him, until it was too late.

It would be really great if we could get enough people interested to RP somewhere again. Then again, I don't know how much I care to get back into WoW. I miss the RP, and sure I found the lore interesting, but the game itself is just... I don't know. I don't feel it's worth $15 a month, anymore. I do vaguely remember something about a free RP server, though. I wonder if that would be worth looking into?