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So last night I met up with John and we walked around Plymouth. It was funny cause he kept saying, "I can't believe people say "hello."" and "this is so Pleasantville." I guess it's true but his reactions were great. Then we went to the coffee bean to get something to drink and we ran into Amy. I long lost friend from high school.. So we reminisced about stuff and caught each other up on what’s happening. That was nice. Then we drove home and by the time we got there and sat down to watch some sealab2021 Matt showed up with his friend Mandy. So we again decided to go to Plymouth and walk around. All and all the night was great; we just sat around talking about the good old days and telling stories about what’s been happening. I knew Poland would make me homesick for my friends. Then we left around 11 because I was seriously getting my ass beat by jetlag. So Matt Mandy and John left and I went to bed. Freaky thing though.. I woke up in a panic. You know those dreams that seem so real that when you wake up you think reality is a dream. Well holy crap let me tell you. My dream consisted of Chris, you know, the one I met in Rzeszow.. Well apparently he was in a car crash and it was beyond devastating.. Like no one else seemed to care and I was the only one in tears. I don't know why but I remember going through his personal effects and just balling the entire time. I hate dreams like that. It's like what if that happened in real life.. I don’t want to think about it. I need to not dream about people dieing. I don't even know where it came from, but I was getting this insane guilt because I hadn't talked to him since he left Rzeszow at like 4 in the morning on.. I'm assuming the 28. How shitty would that be?. You make a great friend who you can talk to about anything and you don’t see him for like 4 days and he dies in a car crash.. No wonder I was crying, that is beyond shitty. I told him to call me yesterday cause he's going through some shit.. I won’t publicize cause it's no-one business but those he chooses to share it with, but it's stuff a person needs to vent about, and I was hoping he'd call me. He seemed busy all day so I'm not gonna worry until I don't hear from him for like a week... Until then I'm going to breath, cause that dream freaked me out. I haven't actually had a dream since I can't remember, and for that to happen was not cool. Anyway, it's like 8:30 in the morning and I might as well get ready for the day. So I'll update later if anything else livejournal worthy happens.

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