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Really wishes I had someone to talk to so I can vent....But all I got is my computer.
I am so ready to just quit my job, I won't because then me and Brayden will be screwed. But I hate it. I hate my boss, all he does is just talk down to everyone, he doesn't do his damn job....he just pisses me off. If I wrote down everything that he has done just this month already, it would take me about an hour or more....It's just fucking frustrating.....
And another thing, lately i've been having dreams about Braydens dad and half are violent, and half are good.....It's really annoying to dream about being with someone who I don't want to be with....The dreams are great, but because they are my dreams, he seems like a pretty decent person in them. But I know in real life he's a fucking tool.
I miss my brother like crazy, I wish I could help him more. But I can't. He's on his own this time....I just hate sitting around watching him let his life go to shit.
Still sick of being single....But I can't really help that. I miss the old days where if someone liked a girl they would put flowers on there car with a cute little note so that when you got out of school you walk to your car and you see the flowers....why can't guys be sweet and cute like that anymore?
I need to find a new daycare for Brayden, it's too damn expensive and they don't accept DSHS so there for I'm paying $1,330 a month! I need something cheaper, and something that is open until 6:30 or 7:00.....So I don't have to leave work early.
I hate this shit. I have so much damn stress....and nothing helps it.
I am so ready to just quit my job, I won't because then me and Brayden will be screwed. But I hate it. I hate my boss, all he does is just talk down to everyone, he doesn't do his damn job....he just pisses me off. If I wrote down everything that he has done just this month already, it would take me about an hour or more....It's just fucking frustrating.....
And another thing, lately i've been having dreams about Braydens dad and half are violent, and half are good.....It's really annoying to dream about being with someone who I don't want to be with....The dreams are great, but because they are my dreams, he seems like a pretty decent person in them. But I know in real life he's a fucking tool.
I miss my brother like crazy, I wish I could help him more. But I can't. He's on his own this time....I just hate sitting around watching him let his life go to shit.
Still sick of being single....But I can't really help that. I miss the old days where if someone liked a girl they would put flowers on there car with a cute little note so that when you got out of school you walk to your car and you see the flowers....why can't guys be sweet and cute like that anymore?
I need to find a new daycare for Brayden, it's too damn expensive and they don't accept DSHS so there for I'm paying $1,330 a month! I need something cheaper, and something that is open until 6:30 or 7:00.....So I don't have to leave work early.
I hate this shit. I have so much damn stress....and nothing helps it.