Dragged myself in, thanks!
LJ 30 May -1 June 2007
SO exhausted over the last few days. Loops in the Anusara level II-III class. Twists in the level I-II class. No home practice.
No child’s classes. Impy (independence-seeking) child… willing to chat a length with complete strangers, but rarely has a word for me lately.
Too much research and too many huge life-decisions: making them now
Selling my 10 acres of land
Buying the car my husband has fallen in love with: researching associated costs (insurance, financing, etc.)
Changing our mortgage
Financial papers
Custody access
Etc.
Went to bed early last two nights, but unusually bushed. Actually irritable an hour after the last class, persisted today plus fatigue. So unusual. And sluggish the next day.
Hair stylist braided my hair (instead of the heat and noise of the blow-dryer)
There is still dark chocolate and pistachios in the cupboard.
Someone nice just called…
My husband, who has given me flowers only 4 times ever, gave me roses twice this week.
Honey-wheat banana-nut bread baking now has the men in great spirits!
…Note to self: remember how quickly they became cheerful and energized!
Proofing home-made bread of my own recipe in the stoneware bowls used by my husband’s family for at least 4 generations
My nettles are still tender and delicious.
The herbs in the garden are delightfully intense.
The lavender began blooming today!