i feel nauseated
my mom and i had a long talk tonight about all of my friends and aquaintainces and how parents have an affect in every way about how their child turns out...then it led to people's self confidence and how much everyone always tries to please others and feel accepted...and the things people feel they have to do to feel good about themselves, be attractive, and ultimately just be accepted..it dawned on me, if we all would spend a lot less time worrying about perfecting our outer beauty, and a lot more time perfecting our inner beauty, then the world would be a much better place, im not trying to get all stupid on you but think about it, what do people remember about a good friend or a good person in general? what color of eyeshadow a girl has on, what abercrombie shirt a guy is wearing, or the time that particular person stayed up all night with you b/c you couldnt sleep listening to your problems, calming you down when you feel like you are about to vomit, helping you through your latest drama every step of the way...or letting you cry on their shoulder for hours about some guy you spend too much time obsessing over, defending you against him in a way you never dreamed would happen, being so incredibly trustworthy that you could tell this person anything and be comfortable with it...being a great friend and person..yea..i think thats what ill remember about my friends..so please..when you're around me, dont feel like you ever have to impress me ever again if you ever did..i just want you to know, and i hope thinking about this relieves someone, or at least makes you think about what im trying to say...moo & britt..i love you guys, i mean it..thanks for helping me get through my first semester..in case ive never told or forget to tell you guys again