Why does life have to be so confusing?
I went out tonight. I went out with Sarah and some of her friends. I met a guy. I feel attracted towards this guy. MOre so than the other guy I have been having sex dreams about. I am now questioning Mark and me ... Is this natural?
Part of me is scared to death to lose Mark. He is so amazing.
On the other hand, I really would like to know where someone else might lead.
I would never cheat on Mark.
I liked dancing tonight. I want to dance with him again. Does that make me a bad person?
I wanted to stay at his house, I was not ready to go home. But I knew inside of me that it would be very bad to stay. So I left. The last thing I want to do is hurt Mark. Right now I am just hurting myself.
How can he be so sure? How can I not?
I want to dance with him again.
Part of me is scared to death to lose Mark. He is so amazing.
On the other hand, I really would like to know where someone else might lead.
I would never cheat on Mark.
I liked dancing tonight. I want to dance with him again. Does that make me a bad person?
I wanted to stay at his house, I was not ready to go home. But I knew inside of me that it would be very bad to stay. So I left. The last thing I want to do is hurt Mark. Right now I am just hurting myself.
How can he be so sure? How can I not?
I want to dance with him again.