More Fears
How do you live with someone, RAISE THEM, even, for 16 fucking years and not even know them???
I'm so fucking pissed off at my parents and brother right now it's not even funny... I'm fucking scared for my safety, and hell, my SANITY, and yet they fail to recognize that something's wrong and instead get on my case for something so fucking PETTY.
It's the same thing that happened four fucking years ago. How do you not fucking recognize when your child is fucking terrified!?!?!?!
Gods, I need to hit something right now. Preferably something that screams in pain when I do so.
P.S. DAD, YOU SHOULD FUCKING KNOW BY NOW THAT I FUCKING HATE BEING FUCKING YELLED AT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it that someone who I've known for less than two years and just recently got close to understands this better than someone who's known me my whole life???
I'm so fucking pissed off at my parents and brother right now it's not even funny... I'm fucking scared for my safety, and hell, my SANITY, and yet they fail to recognize that something's wrong and instead get on my case for something so fucking PETTY.
It's the same thing that happened four fucking years ago. How do you not fucking recognize when your child is fucking terrified!?!?!?!
Gods, I need to hit something right now. Preferably something that screams in pain when I do so.
P.S. DAD, YOU SHOULD FUCKING KNOW BY NOW THAT I FUCKING HATE BEING FUCKING YELLED AT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it that someone who I've known for less than two years and just recently got close to understands this better than someone who's known me my whole life???