leaving me

Aug 15, 2006 13:48

Dumb AlcoholEdu program quit on me. Joy. And just when I was about to finish the last section that I need before Friday (!!!). Procrastination...*contented sigh*

I slept on the couch last night and was disturbed twice this morning. "Sweetie, why are you sleeping on the couch?" "Have you SEEN my bed?"

I was right.

Daddy helped me rip up my two copies of my project. I feel bad that I can't get it to Mrs. Sarrett before Thanksgiving (at the earliest), but I'm thinking maybe I can find someone to help me. I mean, what do I do with the fragments that are mostly memory. Iunno. Maybe if I can't get out of that one English class I signed up for, I can see if the professor can point me in a helpful direction. I'm having fun with it, I gotta say. Except for the one page that got obliterated. >< I don't have any idea how it really happened, which sucks. I'll probably end up typing part of the fragment to fix it.

Am I packed yet? HA. And I have to get it done TODAY. I refuse to have time tomorrow. Tomorrow is hell and more, but it's everything I need right now.

The trouble is, I know we both wouldn't feel this way if thing were allowed to take their normal course. I don't know what will happen, and to be truthful, I'm terrified. What happens when I come back? What happens when I see you? What happens if it ends up one-sided?

Words, words, words. I should stick to appreciating talent, not supposing I have it too.
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