howdy yall
hey guys i am at the library looking for information for my history report biblio thingy so yeah i am really bored and my mom like ditched me soo i am stuck here until she remebers. well i am like really sad because my parents told me earlier that i couldnt go to florida to see ellie because it was too expensive i really miss her and i had psyched myself out alot so now i am like devestated and i cried so much i have had a headache for the past hour. i feel bad for making it such a big deal but i was really upset i mean like every time i tried to think about it i started crying. my mom thinks i am messed up like i need to get my life in order or something and that really depresses me the fact that she thinks that she also said that i should go to a counselor (way to make me feel better mom!) i was really mad and that depressed me alot. ellie is like my best friend and i havent seen her in forever o my goodness i have to stop thinking about it or else i am gonna cry again ahhhhh!