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Dear Livejournal,
Today . . . I was sick! BOO! I totally shouldn't have come to school, but yeah, loser me did because she can't miss a day of school.
Let me explain my emotional break-down of the day. Alright, so I was in band feeling TERRIBLE! Uh, and I was thinking I should maybe go to the nurses office and all that so my dad could pick me up. Anyways, Mr. Gilmer told us to mark something in our music, so me and rabia were locating a pencil, and he asks me " What is wrong with you?" and I thought he was talking to someone else, and I must have looked pretty sick or he was just singling me out, and I said "I'm sick" and he rudely replies "ME TOO" cause he was frustrated at the band. No, nurses office suggestions or what not at all. I was like, what a jerk face! Does this guy have a heart? I mean seriously, I wasn't even doing anything wrong, and he has his bad attitude from his bad day take over. It's like he didn't care, and it didn't really matter to me, but I was angry. I was angry that I even put up with being in stupid sixth chair out of seven and playing his stupid last parts, when not to be concieted, I don't deserve to be playing the crap parts. I had seriously considered quiting band, but I can't quit something I love. I love all of band except this guy. I mean. OMG! What a heartless jerk. So theres me breaking down and thinking about all the crap that's going on with me lately, and for one second, I was like . . . no one cares about me. A stupid jerk teacher brought this on, but I seriously cried. I felt like such a loser, and I know half of the room was staring at me. And Mr. Gilmer, not even apologized even though he knew he had made me upset. A normal teacher would have. But honestly, I don't think he cares about us at all. It's all about what he thinks and we have to do whatever he says, and that's not right. I am not quiting, but after today I definately considered it for a moment. Obviously, I'm not going to let an idiot take away something I love. I know I don't suck, and I know I didn't do anything wrong . . . but I seriously wish we had a different band director.
Thanks for reading my ranting. As for those who are wondering, the crush continues. I did actually have a better day the rest of the day. We played Risk the wrong way in history. fine with me, I'm getting 124.9% in that class. I know, holy cow!
Yeah, so I went to The Mericale Worker on Saturday night. It was pretty good too! yeah. I was getting sick then though, so I was tired. I spent the day looking for new jeans, but none fit cause I'm too short! If they fit in the waist they are too long. They need to address this problem at the pants company.
Yesturday I went to the Chicago Symphany Orchestra concert! It was pretty cool. Before me and monica went to a bakery store and bought drinks. Monica was already hyper and she drank cappichino. lol and we had to walk all the way back to get sugar. (like she needed that!) I had hot chocolate and it was really good! It didn't even burn my tongue. It was this behind the score thing where they talked about a composer and played excerpts. Then they had an intermission and they played the whole like HOUR LONG song. I didn't cough until right at the end though! haha. The only thing was the huge theatre thing was slanted like a mountain! We were the second highest balcony seats, so it was like if you tripped you would fall into the stage to a painful death. It was scary! I hate heights. I missed the majority of everything cause I was too worried about holding onto the railing!
Thanks for reading my crap! Now you get a reward! It's . . .
Time for pictures! :)I got these from Monica today.
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That's me and monica after a football game, and me wearing my lovely "What is the football team doing on our field? shirt! :)
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This is the halloween costume I made up in ten minutes. yes Dani, those are the moth wings!
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This is the mole I made in chemistry for extra credit. it's a tooth fairy! lol AWW!
Sugar and camels,
~Thea
yeah, so apparently those pictures didn't work. Or did they? They don't show up on my comp.
Today . . . I was sick! BOO! I totally shouldn't have come to school, but yeah, loser me did because she can't miss a day of school.
Let me explain my emotional break-down of the day. Alright, so I was in band feeling TERRIBLE! Uh, and I was thinking I should maybe go to the nurses office and all that so my dad could pick me up. Anyways, Mr. Gilmer told us to mark something in our music, so me and rabia were locating a pencil, and he asks me " What is wrong with you?" and I thought he was talking to someone else, and I must have looked pretty sick or he was just singling me out, and I said "I'm sick" and he rudely replies "ME TOO" cause he was frustrated at the band. No, nurses office suggestions or what not at all. I was like, what a jerk face! Does this guy have a heart? I mean seriously, I wasn't even doing anything wrong, and he has his bad attitude from his bad day take over. It's like he didn't care, and it didn't really matter to me, but I was angry. I was angry that I even put up with being in stupid sixth chair out of seven and playing his stupid last parts, when not to be concieted, I don't deserve to be playing the crap parts. I had seriously considered quiting band, but I can't quit something I love. I love all of band except this guy. I mean. OMG! What a heartless jerk. So theres me breaking down and thinking about all the crap that's going on with me lately, and for one second, I was like . . . no one cares about me. A stupid jerk teacher brought this on, but I seriously cried. I felt like such a loser, and I know half of the room was staring at me. And Mr. Gilmer, not even apologized even though he knew he had made me upset. A normal teacher would have. But honestly, I don't think he cares about us at all. It's all about what he thinks and we have to do whatever he says, and that's not right. I am not quiting, but after today I definately considered it for a moment. Obviously, I'm not going to let an idiot take away something I love. I know I don't suck, and I know I didn't do anything wrong . . . but I seriously wish we had a different band director.
Thanks for reading my ranting. As for those who are wondering, the crush continues. I did actually have a better day the rest of the day. We played Risk the wrong way in history. fine with me, I'm getting 124.9% in that class. I know, holy cow!
Yeah, so I went to The Mericale Worker on Saturday night. It was pretty good too! yeah. I was getting sick then though, so I was tired. I spent the day looking for new jeans, but none fit cause I'm too short! If they fit in the waist they are too long. They need to address this problem at the pants company.
Yesturday I went to the Chicago Symphany Orchestra concert! It was pretty cool. Before me and monica went to a bakery store and bought drinks. Monica was already hyper and she drank cappichino. lol and we had to walk all the way back to get sugar. (like she needed that!) I had hot chocolate and it was really good! It didn't even burn my tongue. It was this behind the score thing where they talked about a composer and played excerpts. Then they had an intermission and they played the whole like HOUR LONG song. I didn't cough until right at the end though! haha. The only thing was the huge theatre thing was slanted like a mountain! We were the second highest balcony seats, so it was like if you tripped you would fall into the stage to a painful death. It was scary! I hate heights. I missed the majority of everything cause I was too worried about holding onto the railing!
Thanks for reading my crap! Now you get a reward! It's . . .
Time for pictures! :)I got these from Monica today.
That's me and monica after a football game, and me wearing my lovely "What is the football team doing on our field? shirt! :)
This is the halloween costume I made up in ten minutes. yes Dani, those are the moth wings!
This is the mole I made in chemistry for extra credit. it's a tooth fairy! lol AWW!
Sugar and camels,
~Thea
yeah, so apparently those pictures didn't work. Or did they? They don't show up on my comp.