Sep 14, 2005 16:50
Dear Livejournal,
Please forgive me. I didn't try to shut myself out from everyone from the RFR fandom! It just sorta happened that way. When i had a job, I had no time! I'm never online anymore! I am now, waiting for one of your guys to sign on. But where is Dani? Where is Mike? TINA? ANGIE? ANYONE?
My computer has the most retarded of website blockers and it blocks only some ppls journals. I can't read what's happening w/ some of you guys anymore!
I miss the late night chats, the pudding jokes, the laughs, the stories, having someone to talk to who loves rfr and won't judge you, but always love you no matter how crazy you are.
Maybe I was a little angry at everyone at one point, but that's beside the point. I'm over it, and I haven't talked to anyone here in oever 2 months. I want to tell you what is happening at school, the homecoming drama, and have stupid jokes and huge chats with everyone. I want to make jokes about a certain scary producer. I want to talk about how we miss rfr, our dreams to be writers. Everything.
I'm sorry. I don't know what I did but I'm sorry. The chats are like some distant thing now. I want them back. I want to have fun again.
comment please, i need it.
~Thea