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ugh diets suck. I feel like I've been hungry for 3 weeks. I just want to look good in a bikini for spring break, is that so much to ask? As soon as this is over, I'm eating a mass of chicken fettucine alfredo and like 12 chocolate chip cookies. These low fat fugies are helping but not quite satisfying my urge.
In 2 weeks I'll be in Florida hopefully relaxing even though it's going to cost me a fortune. If God loves me, he'll let me get into JMU and get an assistantship and then my life will be much much better. If he really loved me he'd give me the scholarship to Montana but I'm not even aiming that high now. I'm willing to work for the money, plus I really really like the JMU program. The suspense is killing me. I have an interview at PSU on friday and I'm nervous. I want to like the program but not LOVE it in case I get into JMU and then I'll have to choose based on the fact that if I go here, I'll have to pay for it. Also a phone interview for TeachforAmerica this weekend. Nervous for that and I'm not even sure I want to do it. But I figure what the hell, I might not be willing to do it after I get my masters and want to start an actual life. Ahhh i'm so confused.
In 2 weeks I'll be in Florida hopefully relaxing even though it's going to cost me a fortune. If God loves me, he'll let me get into JMU and get an assistantship and then my life will be much much better. If he really loved me he'd give me the scholarship to Montana but I'm not even aiming that high now. I'm willing to work for the money, plus I really really like the JMU program. The suspense is killing me. I have an interview at PSU on friday and I'm nervous. I want to like the program but not LOVE it in case I get into JMU and then I'll have to choose based on the fact that if I go here, I'll have to pay for it. Also a phone interview for TeachforAmerica this weekend. Nervous for that and I'm not even sure I want to do it. But I figure what the hell, I might not be willing to do it after I get my masters and want to start an actual life. Ahhh i'm so confused.