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Sooo i didnt' get a lot of sleep last night, i didn't really get that much reading done, I'm tired and I don't really want to be at work.
So i've complained, and I sort of feel like thats all i ever do here, but maybe thats better cause then only you people have to hear it and not the whole world.
I had a conversation with Kevin last night which was very revealing....he's been lying to me about things for a long time, like 2.5 years. not like cheating or anything like that, but the fact of the matter is he's still been lying and able to do it for all this time. I didn't think he could do that, it totally changes the person I thought he was, I mean it doesn't change who he is, but I was under the impression that we were always 100% honest with each other (save for my recent fiasco which I only lied about for a total of like 36 hours).
i just dont know what it all means anymore.
i've got this wierd mark on my neck and i have no idea where it came from, it looks like a birth mark, aka skin cancer, but its on the little indent in the center of my throat how the hell does that happen? like I didn't go tanning, how do i get sun problems under my chin, the sun doens't go there. blah
So i've complained, and I sort of feel like thats all i ever do here, but maybe thats better cause then only you people have to hear it and not the whole world.
I had a conversation with Kevin last night which was very revealing....he's been lying to me about things for a long time, like 2.5 years. not like cheating or anything like that, but the fact of the matter is he's still been lying and able to do it for all this time. I didn't think he could do that, it totally changes the person I thought he was, I mean it doesn't change who he is, but I was under the impression that we were always 100% honest with each other (save for my recent fiasco which I only lied about for a total of like 36 hours).
i just dont know what it all means anymore.
i've got this wierd mark on my neck and i have no idea where it came from, it looks like a birth mark, aka skin cancer, but its on the little indent in the center of my throat how the hell does that happen? like I didn't go tanning, how do i get sun problems under my chin, the sun doens't go there. blah