Sep 08, 2006 05:49
i always say it....its been my fav quote of practically all time since i was 8 years old and i've lived by it ever since but for some reason i can't seem to do it know and accept it.
the world doesn't owe you any favors, you get out of life exactly what you put in.....
i fucked it up and the world doesn't owe me anything, no second chances, no changes of hearts. i mean sure a part of me rationalizes that all that time together had to mean soemthing, i should at least get a second chance because we had so much and we were so beautiful, but i fucked it up. and i have to live with that, and i will.
and i'm sure in time, that my other motto will kick in....
everything happens for a reason--life isn't about regret its about learning and moving on. and i have learned that there isn't anythign better out there, love doesn't stay like i thought it did, and nothing in the whole world is worth hurting someone you love. maybe lying about the little things isn't a bad idea either.
but god does it feel empty