April 1st
Hey all
How many times can I say things are going to get less manic? They are not in any way shape or form. To be honest, I really don't understand it, I have a less stressful job than ever before and I'm a temp so they don't want me to stay late for heavens sake, I get Friday afternoons off, I have no evening work, not on any courses, no exams to study for, nothing of external interest particularly going on and yet I have no time .
So, today, I finished work at 12.30 was driving home and thought I'd go do some writing or get back together with the back room , but instead I went to the bank, paid bills, bought dog food and salad, drove home, ended up getting back later than I expected, tried to get the chickens back in their coop, played with the dog, tidied the house (putting away all the b/f's stuff that he has finally moved in!!), washed up, had a bath, read a book about managing anxiety for about 3 minutes befroe I got worried about all else I had to do, went for dinner for less than an hour and now it's nearly half past ten!! Clearly time is becoming shrunken, or something like that.
*sigh*.
I wish I had more enthusiasm at the moment, I'm fristrated by my own apathy (there's a song lyric in there somewhere).
Still, hurray for the weekend now. I don't have many plans, a bit of shopping tomorrow, maybe some food and a movie in the evening, and Sunday I get to go get all dirty off road and play landrovers. Fingers crossed it will be sunny and warm and lovely. What are you up to?
Love to you all.
C x.
How many times can I say things are going to get less manic? They are not in any way shape or form. To be honest, I really don't understand it, I have a less stressful job than ever before and I'm a temp so they don't want me to stay late for heavens sake, I get Friday afternoons off, I have no evening work, not on any courses, no exams to study for, nothing of external interest particularly going on and yet I have no time .
So, today, I finished work at 12.30 was driving home and thought I'd go do some writing or get back together with the back room , but instead I went to the bank, paid bills, bought dog food and salad, drove home, ended up getting back later than I expected, tried to get the chickens back in their coop, played with the dog, tidied the house (putting away all the b/f's stuff that he has finally moved in!!), washed up, had a bath, read a book about managing anxiety for about 3 minutes befroe I got worried about all else I had to do, went for dinner for less than an hour and now it's nearly half past ten!! Clearly time is becoming shrunken, or something like that.
*sigh*.
I wish I had more enthusiasm at the moment, I'm fristrated by my own apathy (there's a song lyric in there somewhere).
Still, hurray for the weekend now. I don't have many plans, a bit of shopping tomorrow, maybe some food and a movie in the evening, and Sunday I get to go get all dirty off road and play landrovers. Fingers crossed it will be sunny and warm and lovely. What are you up to?
Love to you all.
C x.