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[lilypossibly]

So, today I got turned down for a job interview......and the job went to a girl who used to work for me! Talk about yet another way to make me feel bad about myself, sheesh, you would have thought in Bridget Jones style I was good enough at doing that to myself. To be honest, it's my pride that's hurt more than anything but it still sucks. I want a job so I can move out - I cannot begin to express how suffocated I am feeling, evidenced by the complete and utter total lack of writing.

*sigh*

It's at times like this that my 'life is short' 'you never know how lucky you are' 'appreciate what you have before it's gone' chirpy optimism really irritates the hell out of me.

Pah.