Apr 30, 2006 12:28
well fuckin hell shit's...shitty? I paid $50 for a haircut and it looks like shit. shitty shitty shit. I cant do anything with it. it's fucked. and my face is fucking retarded. my glasses are crooked because my fucking face is fucking crooked. and shit damn motherfucker, i'm broke. and i'm all fucking bruised and shit. and, to top it all off my mom thinks i need antidepressants.
I feel like the biggest fuck ever.
and I have 2 essays due next week.
I've never felt so gross in my life. I'm hideous and I don't want people who care about me and who i care about to see me. I'm afraid.
But i know its not really me thinking this way, i know it's because there's something wrong, but i don't want to go on pills, i'm already on a pill, the Pill i don't need more pills pills cant fix everything I'm so tired of popping solutions like candy.