"How can I be Pedantic if i didn't even know what it meant!"
It seems that I don't update my journal unless there is something amiss in my life, and this update is no exception. Life these days means a thin atmosphere, so thin it is a struggle to breathe and i gasp through the thin mist, gleaning anything of even minute value. the pressure sits between my eyes and hugs my temples too strongly. I've taken to running, but no matter the distance I travel there is no relief. I shall continue to run. A bird excreted, shat, if you prefer on my head today as i was trudging through the heat and mud from CalCopy, where purchased my Asian-American Literature Reader, to AS Soft Reserves to purchase my Warren Writing 10B reader. So frustrated and mortified I was upon this event that i rushed to my dorm and furiously washed my hair in the bathroom sink. It was funny, everyone laughed. I began to feel dulled and lonely. I am quite lonely at college. I often have this lament, but really it is difficult to be on one place without one that you love. My classes are quite exciting, however, my life is seriously lacking. i feel as though there is no solace for me here. and i am in great pain, uterine cramps and blood drops in the toilet bowl like colored paint on liquid canvas. RED. RED RED REDREDREDREDRED. just like that. And once again i plug it up, despite the growls and fits of an unhappy uterus. Overalll, this whole blog is just my way of saying I want to go home.