Its closing in...
Went to see the doctor, and the date is set for the 7th August. I really cannot wait for it, I know it sounds a bit strange that I am looking forward to an operation, but I am! Its results will be happiness, contentment, and confidence witin myself. You never no I might actually think I look matbe a little pretty, which I know I am not now!
My life seems so mellow at the moment, but although I cannot pinpoint its fault, I am not staisfied with it...there feels something amiss. I need to end whatever path I was heading down and start afresh, with similar ideals, wishes, and thoughts, but change my perception and attitude. There will be no more tryin to impress people, I will be simply myselfthey can either take it or leave it!
The start of sixth form, started something new for me, I became more confident and outgoing, although I am still quite shy. I made some absolutely wonderful new friends during this year, to name but a few would be Jess, Karly and Lucy, who I cherish as friends dearly! Anna also has been a godsend, there when I need her! And the scooby gang, although quite separated at the moment, shall always remain the Scooby Gang, its members know who they r, but nevertheless I shall name them...Amy, Lissa, Michael. Also the other friends I hav made this year which is brilliant cause they r amazingly groovy, ie Sean, Rosanne, Shaun, Ali, etc. Well I've basically mentioned all of my friends that i hav! and I am very glad to hav them as friends!
Hmm...I hav just realised how much I am blabbering on! I guess the holidays and not being able to see anyone for a while makes me kinda nostalgic!
Anyway best be off!
Emj xxx
My life seems so mellow at the moment, but although I cannot pinpoint its fault, I am not staisfied with it...there feels something amiss. I need to end whatever path I was heading down and start afresh, with similar ideals, wishes, and thoughts, but change my perception and attitude. There will be no more tryin to impress people, I will be simply myselfthey can either take it or leave it!
The start of sixth form, started something new for me, I became more confident and outgoing, although I am still quite shy. I made some absolutely wonderful new friends during this year, to name but a few would be Jess, Karly and Lucy, who I cherish as friends dearly! Anna also has been a godsend, there when I need her! And the scooby gang, although quite separated at the moment, shall always remain the Scooby Gang, its members know who they r, but nevertheless I shall name them...Amy, Lissa, Michael. Also the other friends I hav made this year which is brilliant cause they r amazingly groovy, ie Sean, Rosanne, Shaun, Ali, etc. Well I've basically mentioned all of my friends that i hav! and I am very glad to hav them as friends!
Hmm...I hav just realised how much I am blabbering on! I guess the holidays and not being able to see anyone for a while makes me kinda nostalgic!
Anyway best be off!
Emj xxx