May 24, 2005 14:35
BOYS SUCK!!!
I know I shouldn't be saying that but it's true. I am bot going to get into details, let me just say that my boyfriend is being an ass!!!!! I am at the point at almost hating him right now and i have to tell him what's going through my head but for some reason......... I can't. As his radio dj Tom Lykis would say, I just have to grow some balls and spit it all out. I went over to a frineds house last nite and got some very good advise from someone that I was not expecting it to come from. After not being there for such a long time for me, he really was there for me last night. I am really happy about that, but things still are not the same. No matter how hard he tries, they will never be the way they were, and I think he finally understood that last nite. After our talk, he realized how much I hurt and realized what I needed. Sometimes I thank God for my friends, sometimes I want to wring their necks. Well all for now. I have to go and get my cat, cuz I miss her so much. I can't wait to see her. All for now, I am sure there will be more soon.