blargh!
well in true Andi fashion i am ridiculously and unashamedly terrible at keeping up this livejournal thing. but Claire's persistant nagging has culminated in my finally updating this sad excuse for a journal on my life. there is also the fact that i brought my computer and external home with me in the hopes of catching up on some much neglected Six Feet Under (i'm a neglectful person, what can i say) when i found that i forgot to bring the cables for my external, thus making it impossible to watch the episodes trapped on my hard drive and since i'm lazy and didn't feel like waiting another hour or so for an episode to download directly onto my computer, at which point i would probably not be interested in watching it anyway, i decided to do something more productive with my time, like browsing facebook, updating my myspace profile, and lo and behold, updating my livejournal.
for those of you that actually do read my livejournal and might somewhat care about the state of affairs in my life, Mike and I are no longer together. his apparent lack of enthusiasm about our relationship and the fact that he ignored me for a month straight brought me to my breaking point and i gave up on him. i'm not even sure he knows i broke up with him but my nasty little text message basically telling him he was an asshole and i didn't care anymore should have gotten the message across quite nicely. of course the slew of pictures on Facebook of him going out to parties and having the same girl in each one, and his arm around said girl, didn't raise any suspicions... he was just "busy" right? Fucker. it's like that song from Matchbook Romance i think the band is...
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cuz I've seen more spine in Jellyfish
I've seen more guts in 11-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
... sing it boys.. so yeah i'm back to being single and there isn't a damn thing to be done about it since i don't really have the ability to go guy hunting up here and i doubt any guys at the hospital would pique my interest. although i did see a cute EMT the other day and i probably should have said hello or something but the first time i saw him he was coming in with a patient as i was leaving with one so there wasn't much room for conversation, and then when i brought the patient back he was heading back out to his ambulance to go rescue more people. he had a very cute smile and probably would have been worth getting to know but i'll probably never see him again and it was just a faint glimpse at something i will soon forget. oh well, maybe love isn't in my immediate future, i think i need to get through the hell that is Lebanon College and then my boards before i can focus on the other parts of my life that i have been neglecting, like everything else it seems.
in other news my mother finally found out about my tattoo on my neck tonight, not like i was trying to hide it, i got sick of having to immediately put my hair down when i got home from clinic at my grandmother's because i didn't want her to see and then bring it up in conversation with my mother. but now she knows and i could care less. i think she got a little mad with me but it's my body and she knows that so she kept her mouth relatively shut. my dad of course didn't give a shit and actually asked me if it hurt and how much it cost. i love my dad. lol.
so anyway, it's starting to get late, i have to get up early-ish tomorrow for my craniosacral therapist appointment, which i'm very excited about by the way. but i guess before i go to bed i should explain what that is. well i went to see a podiatrist a week ago and got an evaluation as to why my body is aching everywhere and my feet are killing me while i'm at clinic. i knew my orthodics were way out of date and new ones were in order and to do that you need to go through a whole slew of tests and crap to make sure they're fitted exactly to your feet. i have that appointment monday but in the meantime the doc suggested i go to that therapist and get my body realigned because after so many years of wandering this earth with bad feet and a bad back i've screwed up my body alignment and it's causing even more stress and pain which is why i hurt more now than i ever have before. of course being the x-ray department bitch isn't helping, but that comes with being a student. so after i see this guy tomorrow and get my new orthodics ordered i'm hoping that my body pain will eventually subside to at least a dull roar if not disappear alltogether. we'll have to see what happens. wish me luck for i am officially getting super tired and it is almost my bedtime.
Night all!!
*A*
for those of you that actually do read my livejournal and might somewhat care about the state of affairs in my life, Mike and I are no longer together. his apparent lack of enthusiasm about our relationship and the fact that he ignored me for a month straight brought me to my breaking point and i gave up on him. i'm not even sure he knows i broke up with him but my nasty little text message basically telling him he was an asshole and i didn't care anymore should have gotten the message across quite nicely. of course the slew of pictures on Facebook of him going out to parties and having the same girl in each one, and his arm around said girl, didn't raise any suspicions... he was just "busy" right? Fucker. it's like that song from Matchbook Romance i think the band is...
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cuz I've seen more spine in Jellyfish
I've seen more guts in 11-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
... sing it boys.. so yeah i'm back to being single and there isn't a damn thing to be done about it since i don't really have the ability to go guy hunting up here and i doubt any guys at the hospital would pique my interest. although i did see a cute EMT the other day and i probably should have said hello or something but the first time i saw him he was coming in with a patient as i was leaving with one so there wasn't much room for conversation, and then when i brought the patient back he was heading back out to his ambulance to go rescue more people. he had a very cute smile and probably would have been worth getting to know but i'll probably never see him again and it was just a faint glimpse at something i will soon forget. oh well, maybe love isn't in my immediate future, i think i need to get through the hell that is Lebanon College and then my boards before i can focus on the other parts of my life that i have been neglecting, like everything else it seems.
in other news my mother finally found out about my tattoo on my neck tonight, not like i was trying to hide it, i got sick of having to immediately put my hair down when i got home from clinic at my grandmother's because i didn't want her to see and then bring it up in conversation with my mother. but now she knows and i could care less. i think she got a little mad with me but it's my body and she knows that so she kept her mouth relatively shut. my dad of course didn't give a shit and actually asked me if it hurt and how much it cost. i love my dad. lol.
so anyway, it's starting to get late, i have to get up early-ish tomorrow for my craniosacral therapist appointment, which i'm very excited about by the way. but i guess before i go to bed i should explain what that is. well i went to see a podiatrist a week ago and got an evaluation as to why my body is aching everywhere and my feet are killing me while i'm at clinic. i knew my orthodics were way out of date and new ones were in order and to do that you need to go through a whole slew of tests and crap to make sure they're fitted exactly to your feet. i have that appointment monday but in the meantime the doc suggested i go to that therapist and get my body realigned because after so many years of wandering this earth with bad feet and a bad back i've screwed up my body alignment and it's causing even more stress and pain which is why i hurt more now than i ever have before. of course being the x-ray department bitch isn't helping, but that comes with being a student. so after i see this guy tomorrow and get my new orthodics ordered i'm hoping that my body pain will eventually subside to at least a dull roar if not disappear alltogether. we'll have to see what happens. wish me luck for i am officially getting super tired and it is almost my bedtime.
Night all!!
*A*