There's a Guy

[lilyditroistone]

I met a guy on friday night. His name is Bratton(yea, isn't it a cool name, i luv the name). He's 20, he's from Grand Bay, but lives in the dorms at Faulkner in Bay Minette. He's pretty sweet so far, i really don't know to much about him yet. We've cuddled alot since we met each other. Wow, cuddling is great stuff, isn't it. yep,it sure is, especially when it's the guy initiating it. He's likes to cuddle, he likes to hold me in his arms and rub my leg(yea, kinda strange but whatever works). He's not scared to do it in front of his friends. His friends are really cool, i seem to get along with most of them. I met Bratton at Alicia's house on friday night. It's all Becca's doing. She invited me to go hang out with everybody(there were like 20 or 25 ppl there by the end of the night). Somehow me and Bratton started talking and we hit it off really well. Then we went and took a ride in his new jeep, it was great, it has heated seats(and it was really cold outside, so the seats felt very nice). Then i left around 1ish. I met some other really cool ppl there that night too. Saturday, Ashley(one of the girls i had met friday) invited me to go hang out with everybody. Of course, i said sure. Bratton called me as soon as he got off work and I told him i would be there, but we were gonna do something anyways. We went to the wood park in Bay Minette and grilled out. The weird thing is, he would like barely go near me, until it got dark, then he would hold me. It was great. He played with my hair. It was so much fun, all those Faulkner ppl rock. I got cold while we were at the park, so Bratton told me i could get his sweater out of his jeep, so i did, i loved his hoodie. My hands stayed in the pocket pretty much the whole time, b/c it was really cold. He put his hand in there with mine and held it, it was sooooo sweet. It made me very happy. We went back to Faulkner after a couple of hours and played tennis and basketball(me and ashley played tennis and we sucked). After that we went to Ghost Fleet(it's suppose to be scary, but it wasn't), built a bond fire, and sat around and talked and laughed. The whole time i was laying in Bratton's lap and he just held me. When we were about to leave Ghost Fleet, he leaned down to kiss me, but i backed away. I know, i know, what the heck was i thinking. Well, i'm not ready for that just yet, even if it's just a little kiss. At the time, i hadn't even known him for 48 hours, so that was a little soon to be kissing him, even it was just going to be a peck. He apologized and i felt really bad. I think he felt bad, b/c he got just a little standoffish(not much though). We went back to the school, then went to the waffle house. We fit 7 ppl at one of those little bitty waffle house tables, it was hillarious. Alicia was sitting between me and Bratton, and he had his arm on the back of the seat, and he was rubbing my back, it was great. We went back to the school after a while and I finally left around 3 a.m. gosh, it was a great night. Last night he and his friend Chris came to Becca's and we hung out and he and i layed on the mattress in her bedroom on the floor, he was really tired, so he was pretending to be asleep. But he still had his arm around me. We left and went and met some of his other friends in town and hung out and all the guys ate. He was acting pretty standoffish last night, yes he kept his arm around me part of the time, but it was kinda weird, I hope i haven't ticked him off. This afternoon I took him his sweater(c/ i had to wash it, b/c i had played tennis in it and got sweaty and nasty). I hope he calls tomorrow, but i guess if he doesn't, i won't press the issue. So, yea, it's fun cuddling with Bratton. And i'm thinking we might start dating eventually. That would be cool!!! Anyways, so yea, that's my guy news. I know everyone is so proud of me, i finally found a guy that likes me, that is not untouchable!!! yay for Lydia!!
In other news, i think things between me and mary-beth will be okay eventually. i miss her bunches. but i just don't know what the heck to do. b/c i feel hurt, even though she didn't intentionally hurt me, it hurt none the less. but things will be okay. me and her always find a way to make them okay.
anyways, tootles everyone!! love to all!!