Thesis and cute girl
I have been sitting in front of a computer all day long. I am so confused about what is really going on in my life. I keep going back and forth about feeling like I am almost there, and then feeling like I am not even close. I only have two and a half more days. This is not a good amount. Ruh roh.
Best study break ever, my phone rang...I was pissed, did not want to talk to anyone, at least I didn't think I did. But I did! c called...wierd. I have been wanting to call her for a while, with nothing really worthwhile to say. But there is something wierd going on, at least there was...wierd good. I cannot remember the last time I experienced such stereotypical lesbian flirting. Long time ago, it felt nice. Validation is so so key. Anyway...I don't know what exactly the conversation accomplished, other than making me smile...but this was long over due on a day like today...thanks c!
Post Script (PS)- I am sitting in the cyber cafe next to B, and this is what she just said...outloud, and not to anyone...just to the computer in front of her I guess...
"I feel itchy..."
-um don't say itchy!
Best study break ever, my phone rang...I was pissed, did not want to talk to anyone, at least I didn't think I did. But I did! c called...wierd. I have been wanting to call her for a while, with nothing really worthwhile to say. But there is something wierd going on, at least there was...wierd good. I cannot remember the last time I experienced such stereotypical lesbian flirting. Long time ago, it felt nice. Validation is so so key. Anyway...I don't know what exactly the conversation accomplished, other than making me smile...but this was long over due on a day like today...thanks c!
Post Script (PS)- I am sitting in the cyber cafe next to B, and this is what she just said...outloud, and not to anyone...just to the computer in front of her I guess...
"I feel itchy..."
-um don't say itchy!