I've got sunshine on a cloudy day
So...today is hard. I have so much work to do I don;t know what to do with myself. I am so stressed out, but it is so crucial that I stay on track that I know I can't even have a break-down about it. Damnit, why can't I be childish! haha. Anyway, at practice my coach said I have not work hard in a year and a half. What is that supposed to mean? I am not allowing myself to really think about it, because I will freak out. When I went home today to change and eat before practice, my roomate had eaten my sandwich...HUGE bummer. BOO...why do I have to live with a bear? I love him, I wouldn't change it for anything, but really...my KKD philly cheese steak...don't mess with a kids KKD. It has been a day full of stress...
However, I am also extremely happy...I have had three amazing rays of sunshine today!
*The TIC committee recieved a response from our application that Jac, Ethan, Khristian and I filled out over x-mas break...and we got 6,000 dollars. Yeah thats right kids...you heard it right, there is a conscience somewhere out there in this strangely backwards world.
*Jakob, thats right the man himself, came to me today freaking out, and I felt like I was able to reassure him and make him feel, if only temporarily better. I love the feeling that I get by being useful to someone else!
*I was wonderfully joined by a beautiful girl for dinner tonight. I may have been on lots of aderol and therefore overly tlakative and crazy with my conversation, but I ate with a wonderful girl who makes me smile (and after dinner she put her arm around me...blushing).
I love everyone so much and I am so frantically wanting to spend all my time socializing with the people I will miss for the rest of my life. But hey, there is always TIC 2006, and every year until the day that I die...a long long time from now...I LOVE EVERYONE...thanks for always being real...you know who you are!
However, I am also extremely happy...I have had three amazing rays of sunshine today!
*The TIC committee recieved a response from our application that Jac, Ethan, Khristian and I filled out over x-mas break...and we got 6,000 dollars. Yeah thats right kids...you heard it right, there is a conscience somewhere out there in this strangely backwards world.
*Jakob, thats right the man himself, came to me today freaking out, and I felt like I was able to reassure him and make him feel, if only temporarily better. I love the feeling that I get by being useful to someone else!
*I was wonderfully joined by a beautiful girl for dinner tonight. I may have been on lots of aderol and therefore overly tlakative and crazy with my conversation, but I ate with a wonderful girl who makes me smile (and after dinner she put her arm around me...blushing).
I love everyone so much and I am so frantically wanting to spend all my time socializing with the people I will miss for the rest of my life. But hey, there is always TIC 2006, and every year until the day that I die...a long long time from now...I LOVE EVERYONE...thanks for always being real...you know who you are!