I last saw this story on fanfiction.net, if anyone could help me find it, it'd be GREATLY appreciated.
I don't remember the storyline, but here are the basic plot points:
- Lily and James marry so that she can avoid marrying severus
- Lily and James fall in love
- Lily gets pregnant
- Lily loses the child
- Lily gets a gift of baby stuff for christmas, which she assumes is from James
- She is hurt, they fight
- James has Lily move into the basement. Says they should both see other people while married.
- Lily watches James gallivant with lovers
- Lily becomes increasingly unwell
- Sirius finds lily passed out in the basement, takes her to the hospital
- James can't forgive himself for hurting her, leaves on a super dangerous mission
- everyone thinks james is dead, lily remains hopeful
- james returns
- lily is willing to take him back
- I forget the rest...
THANKS SO MUCH IN ADVANCE!