Chasing Time
TITLE : Chasing Time
AUTHOR : Lilies_009
LENGTH : Chaptered
PAIRING : YooSu
GENRE : Slash/Romance/Angst/violence
RATING : NC-17
Previous Chapters : Prol 001
Chapter 2
The Imperfect Kim Junsu
Junsu frowned as he looked at himself at the mirror. He was wearing the usual boring black and grey long sleeve wardrobe that his appa picked up for him months ago.
He looked at his wrist watch and frowned again after seeing that he’s almost late for his appointment that afternoon. He frantically ran downstairs and sprinted across the big living room, towards the door but was stopped by a sudden voice
“JUNSU! Where are you going?”
“Appa!....I…I’m meeting Kyuhyun for our school project and…. We’ll eat out somewhere for dinner” Junsu stuttered a bit as he nervously answered his Appa.
“Where are you meeting him? and dinner where?”
“We will be meeting at school, then we will have dinner at the… mall?” Junsu smiled at his Appa charmingly, hoping that Mr. Kim will let him go this time.
Mr. Kim stared and studied Junsu for a while then shouted “KIM YOONGWON!!!”
Junsu jerked up by the sudden voice but manage to relax again after seeing one of his older brothers sprinting down from the staircase.
“What is it Appa?” Yoongwon nervously asked as he huffed from running.
“Fix yourself up and drive Junsu around”
“But Appa I’m doing somethi….” He was about to deny their father’s request but was stop by another booming voice
“And what do you expect me to do? Let your younger brother ride some dirty taxi?”
“How about the driver Mr. Lee?”
“I have some appointment to attend to at 3pm. I need Mr. Lee.”
“Let Junsu drive then appa! I thought him well enough!” Yoongwon smirked and wiggled his eyebrows at Junsu
“And what if something happens?”
“Appa nothing will happen ok? I’ll be fine I promise!” Junsu beamed while imagining himself driving his dad’s Aston Martin V8 again.
“There’s no way I will let you drive, the last time I did you end up in a hospital bed for a month with acute pneumonia!” Mr. Kim glared at Junsu, which made the latter whimpered cutely at the back of his brother Yoongwoon
“Now You! go fix yourself up and do what I’m asking you to do!”
Just when Yoongwon was about to give in another voice came
“I’ll drive Junsu around! Yoongwon is finishing his last piece for his art exhibit”
“Oh THANK GOD! Thank you bro!” Yoongwon exaggeratedly wave his arms around as if a miracle just happened and run upstairs mumbling something about color gold and silver, tripping slightly in on the steps that made both Junsu and Jaejoong laughed
Mr. Kim shook his head and continued talking “Junsu, go upstairs and wear warmer clothes, and go to a fine restaurant for dinner and not at the mall. That place is too crowded for you. Take care of him for today Jaejoong” Mr. Kim patted both of his son’s shoulders and walked out of the living room towards his office.
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Jaejoong could not help but to chuckle after he manage to take a glance at his pouting brother on the passenger seat.
“Hey! mind telling me where exactly are you going?” Jaejoong’s nicely trimmed hair gracefully flows around his face as they drove off away from their house riding Jaejoong’s Bentley Continental GTC convertible.
“School” Junsu pouted even more knowing that just like his appa… Jaejoong won’t let him off that easy.
“School? Then why are you pouting like that when I am even driving you there now?” he teases Junsu Junsu chose to kept quite and continued the frowning and pouting, making Jaejoong want to tease him even more
“Does it have something to do with the model you are having a crush with?” Jaejoong smirked while keeping his eyes on the road but obviously stealing some glances at Junsu
Junsu automatically stiffened after hearing what Jaejoong said. Clearing his throat, he tried to hide his reddening cheeks by looking at his side of the road.
“Junsu, are you sure you’re not going to tell me?” Jajeoong looked at his watch and acted like he was late for some appointment or something, he then dramatically exhaled
“Aish sorry I can’t help you right now Su ah! I need to go somewhere for my wardrobe tonight. I got invited to Korea’s fashion week at Highlands hotel. Can I just drop you here instead? But don’t tell Dad ok? or he’s gonna kill me for sure” Jaejoong asked innocently but was actually laughing mentally after seeing Junsu’s eyes almost popped out of its socket.
“Korea’s fashion we…week? Highlands hotel?” Junsu stammered
“Ummm… yes. Why?” Jaejoong again all acting innocent. Thank god for drama club during college. He was able to give a convincing innocent look “You want to come Su? I got another two VIP access”
Junsu jump up and could not contain his own excitement anymore “REALLY hyung?” as a matter of fact Junsu and Kyuhyun main purpose of meeting that afternoon is to try and sneak in to highlands hotel to watch the fashion show.
Jaejoong smiled and nodded… “Yes of course! But let’s go and dressed up a bit first or else they won’t let us in. And you have to look good in front of your crushy Won Bin right?”
Junsu’s cheeks even got into a deeper shade of pink
“Just don’t tell dad ok? and I’m warning you! there will be a lot of smoking and drinking on the cocktail party at the start of the fashion show.. so don’t go around inhaling those for the reason that you are already aware of. The main event will be in the garden so it’s ok for you to be there since it’s an open air. but I’ll get you another hat that goes along with the suit that you will be wearing. I don’t even know why you’re still hiding that pretty face of yours behind that glasses and baseball cap Su! Anyway I’ll just call dad later about this ok?”
“Thank you hyung, I’ll tell Hyunie right away” he fished out his phone and called KyuHyun who was also jumping around after knowing that they will both attending Korea’s fashion week.
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Junsu and Kyuhyun fidgeted as the two were innocently sitting at the side row near the fountain of the event place. Jaejoong specifically told them to sit there for Junsu to feel comfortable and for him to be able to spot them easily.
“Su!!! I can’t believe we’re here! Jaejoong Hyung is the best really! I’ can’t believe we’ll be seeing Won Bin personally tonight!” Kyuhyun excitedly squealed making some guests looked at the two young boys weirdly.
“Stop wiggling like a girl will you? People are looking” Junsu nudging his overly excited friend
“Hey! don’t even tell me that you’re not as excited as I am? You are even risking being out here in the open just to get a glimpse of him!”
“At least I’m not squealing like a crazy fan girl here like what you are doing. Oh come on Hyunie. You have to admit that all we can do is to stare at them from a far!”
Junsu knew exactly how to differentiate dream from reality.
He dreamt of studying music and graduating in one of the top music school in Korea but reality restricted him to just study foreign language and literature.
His dream was to be part of the entertainment business AGAIN just like his Jaejoong Hyung. But reality keeps him from doing so.
His dream is to live life like a normal happy person. But reality gave him otherwise.
“Oh come on Su! How many times do I have to tell you that hiding won’t do any good. Can’t you just get rid of those boring clothes that your father has been giving you and upgrade your wardrobe again like before?. Why don’t you dress up more everyday just like what you are wearing now and will you please take off that glasses! It’s not even graded ok!”
“Aish ! you know I’m not even allowed to wear simple shirts without dad yelling at me to cover up and wear something warm!” Junsu frowned “and no! I told you I won’t be removing this glasses unless I….. aish never mind!”
***********
The fashion show started and everyone in the event seemed to enjoy the show. Junsu was more than happy that night since he was able to get some photos of Won Bin while modeling
Of course Jaejoong did a pretty good job on the ramp as well, receiving a huge amount of praises and adorations from the guest.
The rest of the show only sent Junsu into boredom. He was yawning most of the time and was trying really hard to fight his sleepiness. Just when he was about to ask Kyuhyun to go and find Jaejoong his attention was caught by the man who was walking on the ramp.
His hair was long and curly, he has this beautiful brown eyes that seemed to sparkle like stars at night. His white pearly complexion makes him looked like a male porcelain doll.
Junsu and almost all the guest stared at the guy with great awe… his manly built contradicts to his pretty face. Junsu’s heart almost skipped out of his ribcage the moment he saw him tilted his head a bit and let out a small smirked which made everyone in that room swooned over him.
Junsu could not help but just stare at the beautiful man on the ramp. He could not really explain it but he thinks that the guy have more charms than his crush Won Bin has.
With his curiosity he poke the young girl on his right and asked her who the pretty guy was.
The girl looked at Junsu weirdly “You mean you don’t know him?”
“Aish is she stupid? Why would I ask if I already know?” Junsu thought “Ummm no” he gave out a shy smile
“ohh… he’s Park Yoochun aka Micky Park? One of the top asian male models?” The girl timidly said
“What? Micky Park? He’s Micky Park?” Junsu with wide eyes nudge his friend KyuHyun “Hyunie he’s Micky Park as in Park YOOCHUN!” he pointed at the platform where Yoochun was standing along with the designer and a dozen of models who are bowing continuously at the audience
“I know!”
“You knew?”
“ummm yes! Who the hell in Korea doesn’t know Park Yoochun anyway?” Kyuhyun looked up to Junsu who are actually just staring at him with a blank face
“You mean you really don’t know him?”
Junsu shook his head
“WHAT?”
“Ya! of course I heard about him but I haven’t really seen him or maybe I did… did I?” Junsu asked himself while putting his index finger on his lips and tried to think
“SU! That’s what you get for skipping pages of mens magazines ad just look and tear up pages of Won Bin alone and throwing the rest of the magazines in the trash!”
Junsu pouted and continue his stare on the handsome guy on the platform.
Kyuhyun looked at Junsu and studies his expression “Silly guy! Looks like he found another apple of his eyes!”
“Ya! what about Won Bin?”
“What are you talking about? the guy doesn’t even know me!”
“You’re liking Park Yoochun huh? careful though, he’s like the ultimate player! I think he’s straight too… just like Won Bin! Too bad ehh?”
“Hyunie! Do you think Hyung knows him? I think I reconsider dressing up a bit, if that’s what it takes for him to see me!”
“Ya! didn’t you heard what I just said? I said he’s like the ultimate player! He has money, good career, and good looks… he’s like a perfect man with a perfect life!”
“So?”
“Su ah! What’s wrong with you? you’re not even like this with your long time crush Won Bin…. He’s even a good guy… but why Park Yoochun? why him?”
“ I don’t know! I like his Adams apple!” Junsu said with out even looking at his friend
“HIS WHAT?”
“I think I’m in love Hyun!” Junsu continued his stare dreamingly
“Are you crazy?”
Junsu beamed a smile as he started removing his thick glasses and his hat. Which made Kyuhyun eyes grew wider
“I think I am Hyun…”
“Ya Ya ya! No Su! Not here ok? please I don’t want to get mob or stomp to death! please! and it’s already cold, you… you know what will happen if you get expose to humidity or cold” his friend nervously said
'Ya! o thought you want me to change my wardrobe and get this awefull glasses off me?? why the hell are you stopping me now?"
"I.... aihh this is an event... people know you ok?"
Somehow Junsu knew what his best friend’s main concerns are so he decided to just discontinue.
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Jaejoong saw Junsu excitedly running towards him with Kyuhyun walking fast after him with a frown in his face.
“Su! did you have fun?” he asked his younger brother and looked Kyuhyun curiously “what’s wrong Hyun?”
“Ask your brother! He almost gave me a heart attack!”
Jaejoong’s eyebrow curved up prettily as he eyed down to the beaming Junsu “Umm what happened?”
“Ayy never mind him! but hyyyyuuunng! Do you know Park Yoochun? are you in the same agency? Can you introduce me to him?” Jusnu whined cutely as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s
“ehh? Park Yoochun? ummm…”
“Hyunnng! He’s so handsome! Please introduce me to him!”
“Su ah! We’re not under the same agency… if I was I would have been in Paris with him. and I don’t personally know that guy” Jaejoong explained and immediately felt bad after seeing Junsu’s miserable face.
“You don’t know him? ok” Junsu scrunched his nose and pouted
“Well I’ve heard he just got back fresh from Paris and will be staying here for good” Jaejooong tried hard to look happy. Maybe a bit of information can make Junsu a bit pleased.
Just then Yoochun passed by them in a hurry. He was talking on the phone with someone “Ya! I’m going out! Camaro?”
They were all staring at his retreating back when Jaejoong felt someone tagging on his shirt
He looked at his side and saw Junsu looking at him with pleading eyes. “Hyung Hyung Hyung can we follow him please..?”
“What? No Su! What the hell?”
“Come on hyung…. please… just this once…. Please….” Junsu clasped his two hands and begged to his brother.
Jaejoong looked intently to Junsu’s eyes, and as usual, he cannot really say no to him “Fine, but promise me you won’t do anything stupid ok?”
“I promise!” Junsu beamed and pulled on to both Kyuhyun and Jaejoong’s wrists.
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Junsu, Jaejoong and Kyuhyun found themselves outside one of the most famous celebrity club in the city of Seoul.
Junsu happily unbuckled his seatbelt and was about to go out of Jaejoong’s car but was stopped by Jaejoong “Su are you sure you’re going in? I swear that place is not good for you! I mean people are smoking and drinking. Plus it’s….. unclean”
“Hyung don’t worry, I’ll try not to breathe too much. I swear!” Junsu said
“Ya! not breath too much? are you crazy?” Kyuhyun spat out
“aish can we just go in?”
“Just go inside and I’ll try to find a spot to park the car. Don’t go on wandering too much ok?”
Both Junsu and Kyuhyun nodded.
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[Junsu’s POV]
I sit on the bar far enough for me to stare at him freely with out him finding out. He seemed so confident and happy getting the attentions of everyone. And I can really understand that… he’s damn good looking for anyone to just ignore.
My best friend Kyuhyun who’s beside me was so uninterested in what I am doing that he just sat there staring at his drink without looking around.
I asked for a drink to one of the bartenders and Kyuhyun glared at me “You know you can’t drink right?”
“But hyun.. I need one… I’m nervous as hell!”
“Fine! But just one ok?”
I nodded and took the shot of tequila and chug it down in one go. I coughed out a bit feeling it stinging through my throat. I pouted knowing that one shot isn’t really enough. I signaled the bartender to give me some more shots secretly. And I was surprise that the bartender actually took my sign very well. I saw him mix something up and I thought I saw him pour a good amount of absolute vodka into a blue looking iced drink.
“One Blue Hawaii JUICE for a very cute guy here!” he winked at me and I mouthed thank you at him. Kyuhyun looked up “what is that?”
“umm juice?” I took a sip and damn the alcohol is just too strong to ignore. But I tried my hardest not show it to kyuhyun.
“let me try Su! It looks good!” he attempted to grab it right of my hand
“No it’s mine!” too afraid that Kyuhyun will find out what I am drinking I took and guzzled the whole glass in one go. Making me winced in pain as I felt my chest burning from the effect. Just then Jaejoong hyung came in and seated right next to us.
“Ya are you ok?” he asked and I just nodded.
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It didn’t take long for the alcohol to hit me. I actually felt happy and I have this unexplainable burning feeling inside me.
I was watching Park Yoochun’s every move and damn… he’s getting hotter every minute that passed.
“Su! You’re all red… are you sure you only took one shot?” Jaejoong hyung asked me and I grinned at him and nodded.
“Su ah! Can we go home now?” Kyuhyun whined and I glared at him “No! I want to stay and…. And… just… watch him!”
“Watch him what? Flirt with hot girls?”
“Aish! Leave me alone will you! I’m going to the washroom!”
Hyung i sometimes wonder if Su has a split perosonality"
"I heard that!" I spat back at him
I stood up and groggily walked towards it. I took off my hat and threw away the thick black rimmed eyeglasses that I was wearing. I smirked as I walked out of the washroom. I see people started staring at me and I knew instantly that they already recognize me.
I drag myself back to where my brother and friend are sitting and immediately they had this look of bewilderment written across their face. “Su what are you doing?” Hyung asked
“Making him look at me” I just said coldly. I turned around only to see him being kissed by a girl.
Closing my eyes I took a deep breath and tried to contain the jealousy that I was feeling. “Calm down Junsu! It’s not the right time!” I pouted
I felt hyung nudging me “Su I need to take this call outside, it’s Yoongwon!” I nodded and signaled him to go . I looked back at Hyun and saw him gawking on someone. A guy who was dancing around some hot guy model I think. I took the opportunity to ask the bar tender for another drink. And he gladly complied with a smile. I took it again in a go. And immediately my head started spinning.
I looked back at Yoochun again and I saw the girl giving him kisses on his neck. She was now on top of him.. and damn I’m hating it!
While Kyuhyun was still spacing out, I started to walk towards him and I frowned seeing his eyes close “damn this guy is actually enjoying himself!”
As I walk people started to whisper my name. Something I haven’t heard for about 4 years now. I smiled as they moved out of my way quietly. I stood tall in front of him and the girl. With my burning jealousy, I pushed the girl away making him gasp after she saw me glaring at him.
I grinned as I immediately sat into his lap and I saw him opened his eyes. My forehead was resting on him and our nose almost touching and I fiercely stared at his beautiful eyes.
“Close those fucking damn eyes Park Yoochun!” I hissed at him and I was surprise that he actually obeyed.
I leaned in, lick his lower lip, and sucked it hungrily. I let go of his lower lip and started sucking on the upper one. and I was happy when I felt him kissing back. I slightly opened my mouth and I felt his tongue invading my own mouth. His taste was like heaven to me. It was a mix of alcohol and mint.
The mere kiss that we’re sharing already gave me the feeling of unexplainable pleasure. His smell, taste , his breathing and his body under me are more than enough reason for me to feel like I was in heaven. Involuntarily I found myself grinding into him as I felt his huge hard bulge under me. Damn the feeling is so peculiar. It made me hard as a rock too!. I never had a chance to do this kind of stuff for such a long time…
The last time I did… I was admitted at the hospital for severe fever and stress. Just as I was enjoying everything… I felt someone grabbed me from behind and pulled me away from yoochun.
I let out a noisy grunt after immediately feeling the emptiness… I didn’t want to stop… No… I was fucking enjoying everything!
“What the hell..??”
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{A/N Oh holy cow! This is freaking looooong!!!! And I didn’t want to stop! hehehhe next chap is where Yoochun finally confirmed that he was actually kissing Junsu… a guy! And ghaaa he liked the kiss right?? confuse about what’s wrong with Junsu??? or his past? You’ll find out soon!!! club scene continues next chap!
AUTHOR : Lilies_009
LENGTH : Chaptered
PAIRING : YooSu
GENRE : Slash/Romance/Angst/violence
RATING : NC-17
Previous Chapters : Prol 001
Chapter 2
The Imperfect Kim Junsu
Junsu frowned as he looked at himself at the mirror. He was wearing the usual boring black and grey long sleeve wardrobe that his appa picked up for him months ago.
He looked at his wrist watch and frowned again after seeing that he’s almost late for his appointment that afternoon. He frantically ran downstairs and sprinted across the big living room, towards the door but was stopped by a sudden voice
“JUNSU! Where are you going?”
“Appa!....I…I’m meeting Kyuhyun for our school project and…. We’ll eat out somewhere for dinner” Junsu stuttered a bit as he nervously answered his Appa.
“Where are you meeting him? and dinner where?”
“We will be meeting at school, then we will have dinner at the… mall?” Junsu smiled at his Appa charmingly, hoping that Mr. Kim will let him go this time.
Mr. Kim stared and studied Junsu for a while then shouted “KIM YOONGWON!!!”
Junsu jerked up by the sudden voice but manage to relax again after seeing one of his older brothers sprinting down from the staircase.
“What is it Appa?” Yoongwon nervously asked as he huffed from running.
“Fix yourself up and drive Junsu around”
“But Appa I’m doing somethi….” He was about to deny their father’s request but was stop by another booming voice
“And what do you expect me to do? Let your younger brother ride some dirty taxi?”
“How about the driver Mr. Lee?”
“I have some appointment to attend to at 3pm. I need Mr. Lee.”
“Let Junsu drive then appa! I thought him well enough!” Yoongwon smirked and wiggled his eyebrows at Junsu
“And what if something happens?”
“Appa nothing will happen ok? I’ll be fine I promise!” Junsu beamed while imagining himself driving his dad’s Aston Martin V8 again.
“There’s no way I will let you drive, the last time I did you end up in a hospital bed for a month with acute pneumonia!” Mr. Kim glared at Junsu, which made the latter whimpered cutely at the back of his brother Yoongwoon
“Now You! go fix yourself up and do what I’m asking you to do!”
Just when Yoongwon was about to give in another voice came
“I’ll drive Junsu around! Yoongwon is finishing his last piece for his art exhibit”
“Oh THANK GOD! Thank you bro!” Yoongwon exaggeratedly wave his arms around as if a miracle just happened and run upstairs mumbling something about color gold and silver, tripping slightly in on the steps that made both Junsu and Jaejoong laughed
Mr. Kim shook his head and continued talking “Junsu, go upstairs and wear warmer clothes, and go to a fine restaurant for dinner and not at the mall. That place is too crowded for you. Take care of him for today Jaejoong” Mr. Kim patted both of his son’s shoulders and walked out of the living room towards his office.
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Jaejoong could not help but to chuckle after he manage to take a glance at his pouting brother on the passenger seat.
“Hey! mind telling me where exactly are you going?” Jaejoong’s nicely trimmed hair gracefully flows around his face as they drove off away from their house riding Jaejoong’s Bentley Continental GTC convertible.
“School” Junsu pouted even more knowing that just like his appa… Jaejoong won’t let him off that easy.
“School? Then why are you pouting like that when I am even driving you there now?” he teases Junsu Junsu chose to kept quite and continued the frowning and pouting, making Jaejoong want to tease him even more
“Does it have something to do with the model you are having a crush with?” Jaejoong smirked while keeping his eyes on the road but obviously stealing some glances at Junsu
Junsu automatically stiffened after hearing what Jaejoong said. Clearing his throat, he tried to hide his reddening cheeks by looking at his side of the road.
“Junsu, are you sure you’re not going to tell me?” Jajeoong looked at his watch and acted like he was late for some appointment or something, he then dramatically exhaled
“Aish sorry I can’t help you right now Su ah! I need to go somewhere for my wardrobe tonight. I got invited to Korea’s fashion week at Highlands hotel. Can I just drop you here instead? But don’t tell Dad ok? or he’s gonna kill me for sure” Jaejoong asked innocently but was actually laughing mentally after seeing Junsu’s eyes almost popped out of its socket.
“Korea’s fashion we…week? Highlands hotel?” Junsu stammered
“Ummm… yes. Why?” Jaejoong again all acting innocent. Thank god for drama club during college. He was able to give a convincing innocent look “You want to come Su? I got another two VIP access”
Junsu jump up and could not contain his own excitement anymore “REALLY hyung?” as a matter of fact Junsu and Kyuhyun main purpose of meeting that afternoon is to try and sneak in to highlands hotel to watch the fashion show.
Jaejoong smiled and nodded… “Yes of course! But let’s go and dressed up a bit first or else they won’t let us in. And you have to look good in front of your crushy Won Bin right?”
Junsu’s cheeks even got into a deeper shade of pink
“Just don’t tell dad ok? and I’m warning you! there will be a lot of smoking and drinking on the cocktail party at the start of the fashion show.. so don’t go around inhaling those for the reason that you are already aware of. The main event will be in the garden so it’s ok for you to be there since it’s an open air. but I’ll get you another hat that goes along with the suit that you will be wearing. I don’t even know why you’re still hiding that pretty face of yours behind that glasses and baseball cap Su! Anyway I’ll just call dad later about this ok?”
“Thank you hyung, I’ll tell Hyunie right away” he fished out his phone and called KyuHyun who was also jumping around after knowing that they will both attending Korea’s fashion week.
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Junsu and Kyuhyun fidgeted as the two were innocently sitting at the side row near the fountain of the event place. Jaejoong specifically told them to sit there for Junsu to feel comfortable and for him to be able to spot them easily.
“Su!!! I can’t believe we’re here! Jaejoong Hyung is the best really! I’ can’t believe we’ll be seeing Won Bin personally tonight!” Kyuhyun excitedly squealed making some guests looked at the two young boys weirdly.
“Stop wiggling like a girl will you? People are looking” Junsu nudging his overly excited friend
“Hey! don’t even tell me that you’re not as excited as I am? You are even risking being out here in the open just to get a glimpse of him!”
“At least I’m not squealing like a crazy fan girl here like what you are doing. Oh come on Hyunie. You have to admit that all we can do is to stare at them from a far!”
Junsu knew exactly how to differentiate dream from reality.
He dreamt of studying music and graduating in one of the top music school in Korea but reality restricted him to just study foreign language and literature.
His dream was to be part of the entertainment business AGAIN just like his Jaejoong Hyung. But reality keeps him from doing so.
His dream is to live life like a normal happy person. But reality gave him otherwise.
“Oh come on Su! How many times do I have to tell you that hiding won’t do any good. Can’t you just get rid of those boring clothes that your father has been giving you and upgrade your wardrobe again like before?. Why don’t you dress up more everyday just like what you are wearing now and will you please take off that glasses! It’s not even graded ok!”
“Aish ! you know I’m not even allowed to wear simple shirts without dad yelling at me to cover up and wear something warm!” Junsu frowned “and no! I told you I won’t be removing this glasses unless I….. aish never mind!”
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The fashion show started and everyone in the event seemed to enjoy the show. Junsu was more than happy that night since he was able to get some photos of Won Bin while modeling
Of course Jaejoong did a pretty good job on the ramp as well, receiving a huge amount of praises and adorations from the guest.
The rest of the show only sent Junsu into boredom. He was yawning most of the time and was trying really hard to fight his sleepiness. Just when he was about to ask Kyuhyun to go and find Jaejoong his attention was caught by the man who was walking on the ramp.
His hair was long and curly, he has this beautiful brown eyes that seemed to sparkle like stars at night. His white pearly complexion makes him looked like a male porcelain doll.
Junsu and almost all the guest stared at the guy with great awe… his manly built contradicts to his pretty face. Junsu’s heart almost skipped out of his ribcage the moment he saw him tilted his head a bit and let out a small smirked which made everyone in that room swooned over him.
Junsu could not help but just stare at the beautiful man on the ramp. He could not really explain it but he thinks that the guy have more charms than his crush Won Bin has.
With his curiosity he poke the young girl on his right and asked her who the pretty guy was.
The girl looked at Junsu weirdly “You mean you don’t know him?”
“Aish is she stupid? Why would I ask if I already know?” Junsu thought “Ummm no” he gave out a shy smile
“ohh… he’s Park Yoochun aka Micky Park? One of the top asian male models?” The girl timidly said
“What? Micky Park? He’s Micky Park?” Junsu with wide eyes nudge his friend KyuHyun “Hyunie he’s Micky Park as in Park YOOCHUN!” he pointed at the platform where Yoochun was standing along with the designer and a dozen of models who are bowing continuously at the audience
“I know!”
“You knew?”
“ummm yes! Who the hell in Korea doesn’t know Park Yoochun anyway?” Kyuhyun looked up to Junsu who are actually just staring at him with a blank face
“You mean you really don’t know him?”
Junsu shook his head
“WHAT?”
“Ya! of course I heard about him but I haven’t really seen him or maybe I did… did I?” Junsu asked himself while putting his index finger on his lips and tried to think
“SU! That’s what you get for skipping pages of mens magazines ad just look and tear up pages of Won Bin alone and throwing the rest of the magazines in the trash!”
Junsu pouted and continue his stare on the handsome guy on the platform.
Kyuhyun looked at Junsu and studies his expression “Silly guy! Looks like he found another apple of his eyes!”
“Ya! what about Won Bin?”
“What are you talking about? the guy doesn’t even know me!”
“You’re liking Park Yoochun huh? careful though, he’s like the ultimate player! I think he’s straight too… just like Won Bin! Too bad ehh?”
“Hyunie! Do you think Hyung knows him? I think I reconsider dressing up a bit, if that’s what it takes for him to see me!”
“Ya! didn’t you heard what I just said? I said he’s like the ultimate player! He has money, good career, and good looks… he’s like a perfect man with a perfect life!”
“So?”
“Su ah! What’s wrong with you? you’re not even like this with your long time crush Won Bin…. He’s even a good guy… but why Park Yoochun? why him?”
“ I don’t know! I like his Adams apple!” Junsu said with out even looking at his friend
“HIS WHAT?”
“I think I’m in love Hyun!” Junsu continued his stare dreamingly
“Are you crazy?”
Junsu beamed a smile as he started removing his thick glasses and his hat. Which made Kyuhyun eyes grew wider
“I think I am Hyun…”
“Ya Ya ya! No Su! Not here ok? please I don’t want to get mob or stomp to death! please! and it’s already cold, you… you know what will happen if you get expose to humidity or cold” his friend nervously said
'Ya! o thought you want me to change my wardrobe and get this awefull glasses off me?? why the hell are you stopping me now?"
"I.... aihh this is an event... people know you ok?"
Somehow Junsu knew what his best friend’s main concerns are so he decided to just discontinue.
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Jaejoong saw Junsu excitedly running towards him with Kyuhyun walking fast after him with a frown in his face.
“Su! did you have fun?” he asked his younger brother and looked Kyuhyun curiously “what’s wrong Hyun?”
“Ask your brother! He almost gave me a heart attack!”
Jaejoong’s eyebrow curved up prettily as he eyed down to the beaming Junsu “Umm what happened?”
“Ayy never mind him! but hyyyyuuunng! Do you know Park Yoochun? are you in the same agency? Can you introduce me to him?” Jusnu whined cutely as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s
“ehh? Park Yoochun? ummm…”
“Hyunnng! He’s so handsome! Please introduce me to him!”
“Su ah! We’re not under the same agency… if I was I would have been in Paris with him. and I don’t personally know that guy” Jaejoong explained and immediately felt bad after seeing Junsu’s miserable face.
“You don’t know him? ok” Junsu scrunched his nose and pouted
“Well I’ve heard he just got back fresh from Paris and will be staying here for good” Jaejooong tried hard to look happy. Maybe a bit of information can make Junsu a bit pleased.
Just then Yoochun passed by them in a hurry. He was talking on the phone with someone “Ya! I’m going out! Camaro?”
They were all staring at his retreating back when Jaejoong felt someone tagging on his shirt
He looked at his side and saw Junsu looking at him with pleading eyes. “Hyung Hyung Hyung can we follow him please..?”
“What? No Su! What the hell?”
“Come on hyung…. please… just this once…. Please….” Junsu clasped his two hands and begged to his brother.
Jaejoong looked intently to Junsu’s eyes, and as usual, he cannot really say no to him “Fine, but promise me you won’t do anything stupid ok?”
“I promise!” Junsu beamed and pulled on to both Kyuhyun and Jaejoong’s wrists.
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Junsu, Jaejoong and Kyuhyun found themselves outside one of the most famous celebrity club in the city of Seoul.
Junsu happily unbuckled his seatbelt and was about to go out of Jaejoong’s car but was stopped by Jaejoong “Su are you sure you’re going in? I swear that place is not good for you! I mean people are smoking and drinking. Plus it’s….. unclean”
“Hyung don’t worry, I’ll try not to breathe too much. I swear!” Junsu said
“Ya! not breath too much? are you crazy?” Kyuhyun spat out
“aish can we just go in?”
“Just go inside and I’ll try to find a spot to park the car. Don’t go on wandering too much ok?”
Both Junsu and Kyuhyun nodded.
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[Junsu’s POV]
I sit on the bar far enough for me to stare at him freely with out him finding out. He seemed so confident and happy getting the attentions of everyone. And I can really understand that… he’s damn good looking for anyone to just ignore.
My best friend Kyuhyun who’s beside me was so uninterested in what I am doing that he just sat there staring at his drink without looking around.
I asked for a drink to one of the bartenders and Kyuhyun glared at me “You know you can’t drink right?”
“But hyun.. I need one… I’m nervous as hell!”
“Fine! But just one ok?”
I nodded and took the shot of tequila and chug it down in one go. I coughed out a bit feeling it stinging through my throat. I pouted knowing that one shot isn’t really enough. I signaled the bartender to give me some more shots secretly. And I was surprise that the bartender actually took my sign very well. I saw him mix something up and I thought I saw him pour a good amount of absolute vodka into a blue looking iced drink.
“One Blue Hawaii JUICE for a very cute guy here!” he winked at me and I mouthed thank you at him. Kyuhyun looked up “what is that?”
“umm juice?” I took a sip and damn the alcohol is just too strong to ignore. But I tried my hardest not show it to kyuhyun.
“let me try Su! It looks good!” he attempted to grab it right of my hand
“No it’s mine!” too afraid that Kyuhyun will find out what I am drinking I took and guzzled the whole glass in one go. Making me winced in pain as I felt my chest burning from the effect. Just then Jaejoong hyung came in and seated right next to us.
“Ya are you ok?” he asked and I just nodded.
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It didn’t take long for the alcohol to hit me. I actually felt happy and I have this unexplainable burning feeling inside me.
I was watching Park Yoochun’s every move and damn… he’s getting hotter every minute that passed.
“Su! You’re all red… are you sure you only took one shot?” Jaejoong hyung asked me and I grinned at him and nodded.
“Su ah! Can we go home now?” Kyuhyun whined and I glared at him “No! I want to stay and…. And… just… watch him!”
“Watch him what? Flirt with hot girls?”
“Aish! Leave me alone will you! I’m going to the washroom!”
Hyung i sometimes wonder if Su has a split perosonality"
"I heard that!" I spat back at him
I stood up and groggily walked towards it. I took off my hat and threw away the thick black rimmed eyeglasses that I was wearing. I smirked as I walked out of the washroom. I see people started staring at me and I knew instantly that they already recognize me.
I drag myself back to where my brother and friend are sitting and immediately they had this look of bewilderment written across their face. “Su what are you doing?” Hyung asked
“Making him look at me” I just said coldly. I turned around only to see him being kissed by a girl.
Closing my eyes I took a deep breath and tried to contain the jealousy that I was feeling. “Calm down Junsu! It’s not the right time!” I pouted
I felt hyung nudging me “Su I need to take this call outside, it’s Yoongwon!” I nodded and signaled him to go . I looked back at Hyun and saw him gawking on someone. A guy who was dancing around some hot guy model I think. I took the opportunity to ask the bar tender for another drink. And he gladly complied with a smile. I took it again in a go. And immediately my head started spinning.
I looked back at Yoochun again and I saw the girl giving him kisses on his neck. She was now on top of him.. and damn I’m hating it!
While Kyuhyun was still spacing out, I started to walk towards him and I frowned seeing his eyes close “damn this guy is actually enjoying himself!”
As I walk people started to whisper my name. Something I haven’t heard for about 4 years now. I smiled as they moved out of my way quietly. I stood tall in front of him and the girl. With my burning jealousy, I pushed the girl away making him gasp after she saw me glaring at him.
I grinned as I immediately sat into his lap and I saw him opened his eyes. My forehead was resting on him and our nose almost touching and I fiercely stared at his beautiful eyes.
“Close those fucking damn eyes Park Yoochun!” I hissed at him and I was surprise that he actually obeyed.
I leaned in, lick his lower lip, and sucked it hungrily. I let go of his lower lip and started sucking on the upper one. and I was happy when I felt him kissing back. I slightly opened my mouth and I felt his tongue invading my own mouth. His taste was like heaven to me. It was a mix of alcohol and mint.
The mere kiss that we’re sharing already gave me the feeling of unexplainable pleasure. His smell, taste , his breathing and his body under me are more than enough reason for me to feel like I was in heaven. Involuntarily I found myself grinding into him as I felt his huge hard bulge under me. Damn the feeling is so peculiar. It made me hard as a rock too!. I never had a chance to do this kind of stuff for such a long time…
The last time I did… I was admitted at the hospital for severe fever and stress. Just as I was enjoying everything… I felt someone grabbed me from behind and pulled me away from yoochun.
I let out a noisy grunt after immediately feeling the emptiness… I didn’t want to stop… No… I was fucking enjoying everything!
“What the hell..??”
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{A/N Oh holy cow! This is freaking looooong!!!! And I didn’t want to stop! hehehhe next chap is where Yoochun finally confirmed that he was actually kissing Junsu… a guy! And ghaaa he liked the kiss right?? confuse about what’s wrong with Junsu??? or his past? You’ll find out soon!!! club scene continues next chap!