Sep 21, 2006 00:08
Im trying to be reasonable. Im trying to understand. But how does loving someone and wanting to have them with you forever not work out to being in love.
In interesting. Im smart. Im loyal almost to a fault (because it ends up causing pain) and for a fat chick, Im pretty damn cute. So what is wrong with me. I know Im an awesome person, but no one else seems to see this. I have so much love to give, but no one has ever been in love with me. Please tell me what I have to do. Im 19 years old and Ive never been on a date. Im not a virgin, but Ive never been on a fucking date. I know Im a good, great, fabulous person. I just for once want some one to feel about me how I feel about them. Maybe its the insecurity. But I KNOW Im great. I just want to know whats wrong with me.
I love you + I cant see my life without you = what?
I guess Avenue Q is right. There is a fine fine line between love and a waste of your time.
It just hurts to feel unlovable.