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Still got bird flu, also finally bubbling, think I was late but I put that down to stress because it obviously could not have been anything else. Immaculate conception perhaps.
So Friday was a good night, at least it was until we got to the Black sheep bar and Sharon was upset by Mark, Nicole got into a 'fight' with some psycho, Joe was on a downer and the cunt of a barman wouldn't give me my drink because - shock horror - I asked for more than one. What a knob'ed. I do remember meeting two nice girls though called Dionne and Leigh, although they kept insisting they were like 40, and didn't look a day over 25, unless my eyes really are giving up on me. Was also lusting after Geoff although Paul reckons he was on coke or something, wtf is up with my ginger fetish anyway?
I cried this morning. Just talking to my mum. She said she feels dizzy on her new pills, but it's better than feeling sick and in pain. I was angry that she had to feel either. I'm angry I have this stupid flu, but I know it's coz I'm stressed out. I'm angry that I'm going to send a stupid e-mail to my dad later, and have nothing to say, knowing that it is pointless. She was telling me Michael walked down the road with her yesterday and told her she's such a nice lady, so then I cried again because it's true. A genuine Pollyanna. Anyone would think I have a Hayley Mills obsession, the amount of times I mention that shit recently.
Still, I'll probably be meeting Antony soon, and if that's not going to make me laugh then I don't know what is. (Will certainly make everyone else laugh anyway.) You buggers.
So Friday was a good night, at least it was until we got to the Black sheep bar and Sharon was upset by Mark, Nicole got into a 'fight' with some psycho, Joe was on a downer and the cunt of a barman wouldn't give me my drink because - shock horror - I asked for more than one. What a knob'ed. I do remember meeting two nice girls though called Dionne and Leigh, although they kept insisting they were like 40, and didn't look a day over 25, unless my eyes really are giving up on me. Was also lusting after Geoff although Paul reckons he was on coke or something, wtf is up with my ginger fetish anyway?
I cried this morning. Just talking to my mum. She said she feels dizzy on her new pills, but it's better than feeling sick and in pain. I was angry that she had to feel either. I'm angry I have this stupid flu, but I know it's coz I'm stressed out. I'm angry that I'm going to send a stupid e-mail to my dad later, and have nothing to say, knowing that it is pointless. She was telling me Michael walked down the road with her yesterday and told her she's such a nice lady, so then I cried again because it's true. A genuine Pollyanna. Anyone would think I have a Hayley Mills obsession, the amount of times I mention that shit recently.
Still, I'll probably be meeting Antony soon, and if that's not going to make me laugh then I don't know what is. (Will certainly make everyone else laugh anyway.) You buggers.