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I feel like a flippin psycho. Nothing is right with me anymore. I need to throw out everything in my fridge practically because I don't have enough sense in me to eat a regular healthy meal. I think I'll be forced to live off of cereal and Maruchan instant lunches (ramen noodles in a cup). This is not because I can't afford real food, it's just that I never have time to do anything and when I do have time I'm too nauseated or exhausted to get to the kitchen.
My landlord came to my apartment while I was in class and filled the trim of my door with putty so nobody can break in. I'm sure someone could still break in if they tried hard enough. That was the alternative to getting a dead bolt installed. It would be somewhat expensive, so I need to think it over. I got a copy of my apartment keys but I can't decide where I should stash them. I changed the oil in my car today. I didn't actually. N Street Lube did. The handle on my car door is dead and it makes my fingers hurt trying to open it. I don't think it will last much longer. I was reading People in the waiting room. One of their "articles" was on Hollywood moms. Looking at all those beautiful women with beautiful children made me sick. And at the same time I loved it. I only wish I was old enough to go to a bar. Not to drink. I heard of an incredible bar called Graham Central Station. It's one huge building with like eight different dance bars inside of it. Each seperate bar has its own theme too. There's a country bar, a disco bar, 80's music, techno, etc...
I was sitting in geology today and looking at a picture showing an area that used geothermal energy. It had very little factory type structures, and out of one pipe there was a huge cloud that was a beautiful white color. It was water vapor because it came from a spring and they were using it for energy. And the rest of it was dark green fields and in the distance you could see a lake with hazy mountains. It made me want to be there so much. The photo was taken in Iceland.
I hate thinking about the possibility that after spending loads of money in a four year college to get a BA in some such thing that I will abandon the degree later in life and become a dolphin trainer or something more absurd. The problem is not with giving up the degree it's just that I'd rather get on with doing something absurd and skip the four years of school. But yes, as my father has told me, I need to go to school to get well rounded and become a mature adult blah blah blah.
I have to go to work now.
My landlord came to my apartment while I was in class and filled the trim of my door with putty so nobody can break in. I'm sure someone could still break in if they tried hard enough. That was the alternative to getting a dead bolt installed. It would be somewhat expensive, so I need to think it over. I got a copy of my apartment keys but I can't decide where I should stash them. I changed the oil in my car today. I didn't actually. N Street Lube did. The handle on my car door is dead and it makes my fingers hurt trying to open it. I don't think it will last much longer. I was reading People in the waiting room. One of their "articles" was on Hollywood moms. Looking at all those beautiful women with beautiful children made me sick. And at the same time I loved it. I only wish I was old enough to go to a bar. Not to drink. I heard of an incredible bar called Graham Central Station. It's one huge building with like eight different dance bars inside of it. Each seperate bar has its own theme too. There's a country bar, a disco bar, 80's music, techno, etc...
I was sitting in geology today and looking at a picture showing an area that used geothermal energy. It had very little factory type structures, and out of one pipe there was a huge cloud that was a beautiful white color. It was water vapor because it came from a spring and they were using it for energy. And the rest of it was dark green fields and in the distance you could see a lake with hazy mountains. It made me want to be there so much. The photo was taken in Iceland.
I hate thinking about the possibility that after spending loads of money in a four year college to get a BA in some such thing that I will abandon the degree later in life and become a dolphin trainer or something more absurd. The problem is not with giving up the degree it's just that I'd rather get on with doing something absurd and skip the four years of school. But yes, as my father has told me, I need to go to school to get well rounded and become a mature adult blah blah blah.
I have to go to work now.