but you won't get to see these tears i cry...

[lily987]

i can't sleep

i go to NY today.

i'm nervous

i'm excited

i'm scared

i don't know what to expect

i'm happy to go to my cottage

i'm happy to see my grandpa

i'm happy to see my mom

i'm happy to see my sister

i'm confused

i'm anxious

i'm sad

i'm happy

i dont' know what to think

what if

i'm sick

i have a sore throat

i hate being sick

i miss my family

i love my friends

i love my family

i miss my dog

i don't like not knowing

i need to pack.

i need sleep

i'm not tired.

i like music

i like coffee

i can't wait to be on the beach

i want to see my cousins

i hope it doesn't rain

i am sad i dont get to go to syracuse

i miss some friends

i want a hug

i feel relieved.

just bear with me here on these next few days.... i'm going to be going through a roller coaster of emotions... i am not going to know what to think... i'm really scared. please...just please keep my whole family in your prayers...that's all i ask.

Hold my hand inside your hands,
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears,
For you, I've waited all these years.

-love always <3

why not make it a bit longer..

WHAT IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I loved you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Self:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you? .
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?

HAVE YOU:
[1] ever had a crush on me?
[2] kissed me
[3] wanted to kiss me?
[4] wanted to tell me sometheng you couldn't?
[5] cared about me?
[6] thought i was hott?
[7] miss me?
[8] thought i was too stuck up?