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School is more than half way done (at least this semester). I cant believe its gone by so fast.
Course Im worried about things like the rent, but not that worried.
Work is actually something I like doing. I have been there almost 4 months and its awsome. I really like everyone I work with, and granted there are a few ultra stupid fucking retarted people out there, I only ever have to talk to them once and thats it. Then its done, and on to the next. I want to keep getting better at it. I sure dont ever, and I mean EVER, want to be middle managment... ugh. My poor supervisors. I have enough going on that I dont need that added 24/7 job. no thanks.
And school is just so good right now. I really like my classes and the people in them. All of my tests and assignments have been Bs and up. So I still need a LOT of work until I get my degrees, but I also have a confidence I didnt have before I decided that I actually want to do something with my life.
As for my family life, Blanca and I are talking again after several months of her (and my) bad behavior. She is in trouble now, but its doing her so much good. I love her and I am so proud she is doing good and staying sober.
My mom and grandma and I have also been spending a little more time together. They help me take care of the tiny, so he gets to see them fairly regularly. My Grandma simply Adores him. And my mom is naturally a spaz with him, but its obvious she loves him very much. I cant blame her. Hes just the best little dude ever. In the whole world.
His personality is just getting bigger and bolder. its facinating watching him grow. I cant believe I am so blessed to have him.
Anthony is ... ill, as normal. Hes on a new drug. its helping. hes doing ok.
I guess thats the update. Things have changed, things are pretty much the same. Loving life, being happy, all that. Yeah, its a good year.
Course Im worried about things like the rent, but not that worried.
Work is actually something I like doing. I have been there almost 4 months and its awsome. I really like everyone I work with, and granted there are a few ultra stupid fucking retarted people out there, I only ever have to talk to them once and thats it. Then its done, and on to the next. I want to keep getting better at it. I sure dont ever, and I mean EVER, want to be middle managment... ugh. My poor supervisors. I have enough going on that I dont need that added 24/7 job. no thanks.
And school is just so good right now. I really like my classes and the people in them. All of my tests and assignments have been Bs and up. So I still need a LOT of work until I get my degrees, but I also have a confidence I didnt have before I decided that I actually want to do something with my life.
As for my family life, Blanca and I are talking again after several months of her (and my) bad behavior. She is in trouble now, but its doing her so much good. I love her and I am so proud she is doing good and staying sober.
My mom and grandma and I have also been spending a little more time together. They help me take care of the tiny, so he gets to see them fairly regularly. My Grandma simply Adores him. And my mom is naturally a spaz with him, but its obvious she loves him very much. I cant blame her. Hes just the best little dude ever. In the whole world.
His personality is just getting bigger and bolder. its facinating watching him grow. I cant believe I am so blessed to have him.
Anthony is ... ill, as normal. Hes on a new drug. its helping. hes doing ok.
I guess thats the update. Things have changed, things are pretty much the same. Loving life, being happy, all that. Yeah, its a good year.