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hi! so i've been MIA for quite some time. sorry..not like i have groupies following me stalking me down but sorry none the less.
sono simplicemente felice! roughly translated..cuz that was horrible italian skillz, i'm simply happy/content. life does not go the way i "want" it to go but I realize its not where I "want" to go, it's where i need to go, where i have to go. its involuntary and totally upsetting sometimes but i'm a selfish lil brat that knows being daddy's lil troublemaker will somehow get my butt out of trouble. thats no more as of this upcoming fall. i'm leaving home to go dorm without the parental units permission. they're not stoked about the idea trust me. my dad refuses to talk to me about the things i've gotten in trouble for recently, but he also doesnt realize when i'm not me. my mom calls me out on smoking which i really hate cuz i don't smoke. i may carry around matches mom but being a pyro might be a lil more serious than being a smoker. my dad calls me out on cursing, which albeit, i understand, its bad. BUT his reason is i shouldn't curse cuz i'm a girl. that bothers me. if i had male features which im pretty damn happy about not having, this wouldnt be a problem to him. my brother calls me inconsiderate cuz in all honesty, if u dont give 2 flying effs about me, why should i care about those 2 flying effs about you? yet he points fingers and does the same. i'm going insane. i'm happy knowing that i have faults, upset at being called out on them just as everyone else... but somethings not right damnit!
Yea so that blog was written back in APRIL and i'm surprised LJ stored it for months. weird.. but to update it a bit: i'm still dorming come fall without parent consent, but i'm over that; i don't think i've been this happy with me since 2003..hehehe that rhymed. car gets taken away from me in september- Hello public transportation; i'm only now beginning to realize my potential for making new friends because yet again, I'm random lol; oh and i want cristiano ronaldo's babies. just so that...well c'mon now do i really need an excuse??!? plus i think he's the only portuguese guy i will ever have the hotts for, hahah
peace.
sono simplicemente felice! roughly translated..cuz that was horrible italian skillz, i'm simply happy/content. life does not go the way i "want" it to go but I realize its not where I "want" to go, it's where i need to go, where i have to go. its involuntary and totally upsetting sometimes but i'm a selfish lil brat that knows being daddy's lil troublemaker will somehow get my butt out of trouble. thats no more as of this upcoming fall. i'm leaving home to go dorm without the parental units permission. they're not stoked about the idea trust me. my dad refuses to talk to me about the things i've gotten in trouble for recently, but he also doesnt realize when i'm not me. my mom calls me out on smoking which i really hate cuz i don't smoke. i may carry around matches mom but being a pyro might be a lil more serious than being a smoker. my dad calls me out on cursing, which albeit, i understand, its bad. BUT his reason is i shouldn't curse cuz i'm a girl. that bothers me. if i had male features which im pretty damn happy about not having, this wouldnt be a problem to him. my brother calls me inconsiderate cuz in all honesty, if u dont give 2 flying effs about me, why should i care about those 2 flying effs about you? yet he points fingers and does the same. i'm going insane. i'm happy knowing that i have faults, upset at being called out on them just as everyone else... but somethings not right damnit!
Yea so that blog was written back in APRIL and i'm surprised LJ stored it for months. weird.. but to update it a bit: i'm still dorming come fall without parent consent, but i'm over that; i don't think i've been this happy with me since 2003..hehehe that rhymed. car gets taken away from me in september- Hello public transportation; i'm only now beginning to realize my potential for making new friends because yet again, I'm random lol; oh and i want cristiano ronaldo's babies. just so that...well c'mon now do i really need an excuse??!? plus i think he's the only portuguese guy i will ever have the hotts for, hahah
peace.